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Saturday, March 5, 2011

Orphans Escape house of Horror.

Equal life news report -
The start march 4 2011

Orphans Escape house of Horror.

When you hear someone refer to someone as being an Angel then you must surely belief that they are an Angel.

But when you live in a capitalistic system where money has been given value above life then you will see that Angels can be the real devils, they disguise themselves the way they do to live and survive in the current money system just like the rest.

Here is the story of another fuckup within the current money system.

In big black letters above the paragraphs in the newspaper is says
‘Angel’ who looked after children turn out to be a devil incarnate.

The board members called her a Angel, but when they surprised her with an unannounced visit they found that her Halo had slipped dramatically.

The women who had 47 vulnerable children i her care did not provide running water, electricity or flushing toilets for the orphans.

My comment: Now if we all use real intelligence and common sense w can see that this women did not do what she did to the children because she loved doing it, she did it because of Money, it would have cost her a lot of money to fix those things and to pay electricity ad water each month, and then she has to rely on other people donating money and she has to hope that she will have enough money left for her own family – I mean that is why we all do what we do because we all want to look after our own families. Some claim they will even die for their families so why not mistreat and abuse others to look after your own, the money system that we all as the majority have accepted and allowed to exist with in this world has already made all the decisions for us, this is why we have no choice to do what we are doing – but that is yet still only a justification because we can change the money system, as the majority to a system that is best for all and supports all life equally.

Now it is not over yet, the Angel that everyone knew as being an Angel did some really nasty stuff or allowed it. Same thing.

She was taking the donated food, clothing and toys – ask yourself why would someone do this – yes you are right it is money, money already made the choices for us.

She took it for her OWN family or herself or she sold it – who wouldn’t if you could get a few more bucks out of it no matter who is suffering for your actions. – everyone is doing this daily n the same way – you just do not see those suffering for your actions because they are not in your environment in the current moment.

And as soon as the board members backs were turned she would beat the children to not say anything to them or anyone ells to tell them about her EVIL Deeds – this is what greed is, greed is evil deeds, so whenever you find yourself in a mode of greed know that you are busy with an evil deed, no different from this Angel that is a devil re incarnated. We all wear fake faces everyday to give fort what we are not to protect that which we want have and desire no matter the cost, even if children must be sacrificed for it.

This women has beaten these children with a sjambok, this is a really fucked up way, left their scabies un attended (because it cost money to attend it). Made them eat pap three times a day and sometimes she gave them rotten pig food.

Also she subjected the older girls to daily virginity tests when they came back from school, and then the younger girls were raped by Shepherd boys from the neighbouring community who loitered around the orphanage.

Paediatricians were called to examine the children, who were found to be malnourished with their growth stunned with the lack of protein, there were children who looked like they are three but they were sex years old.

And obviously many more things, but we will keep it at this for now because the point is.

The current money system does not support anything, not even children, these children is supposed to be our future so that one day when you are old and sick and dying you want to be taken care of by these children because who ells is going to do it, these children is also the people who is going to have to look after earth and life here on earth and everything ells, but who gives a dame fuck.

As long as we are all save right now and right here then tomorrow does not matter, well that kind of perspective ends here. Because I am presenting a solution that cannot be denied and if one denies it you will simply end up mixing with the pigs food.

An Equal Money System.

A system where all basic needs will be an actual basic human right lived in actuality as it should be currently but is not, all beings will get a specific amount of money from birth till death that will provide for all basic needs, this will give all children an equal opportunity to grow up in a environment that is actually enjoyable and that is worth living and taking life on, where all children will have food, and nutrition, and water and cloths and shelter and education and transport

Money cannot be the one thing that determines who dies and who suffers and who gets what and when and how, that is bullshit, come on it does not even make sense.

How can we allow that money and how much we have of it determines if a child that is brought into this world in innocence gets an education, or even if their body is allowed to grow in a healthy way. It is sickening and shameful that things such as this can exist in this world in front of our noses and yet people will justify everything they can to not do what is best for all and to stop the abuse.

Equal money for all – do the research and see in everything you do read and hear how equal money will change it all and be the solution to every single problem.

www.equalmoney.org

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Agreement and secret Competition

I have being within an agreement for about 2 years and 9 months plus minus, and throughout that time I have faced myself extensively with in all corners of myself lol, and still after all that time I have these little points of competition that I participate with in towards my Partner, I keep it secret and I keep it safe and I make sure my partner doesn’t know about it because then I will have to face how silly it is and completely useless with no point of relevance really.....

The point that I am competing with in is seeing how many people I can get to follow me on the ‘NetworkedBlogs’ on Facebook and that who gets the most followers and whose writings (blogs) gets the most views. (to achieve what? Is my question what do I secretly want to achieve?)It’s all dishonest and deceptive bullshit.

So every day I go on Facebook and I check my NetworkedBlogs site out and I see how many followers I have and then I will check everyone’s status on how many followers everyone has, but here is the silly point, I am okay with it if anyone else has more followers than me except if it is my partner’s then I react and want to see how far ahead she actually is and in what possible ways I can try and get ahead of her, this keeps me occupied for at least 45min (including rating everyone’s blogs and stuff)

But I see how I actually feel bad once I have surpassed her with in having the most followers and that I now feel like I have left her behind somewhere and all bunch of crap, like I did something to her that she is Yet not aware of, (polarities playing out)

Competition has played a big role with in my life as a way of how our South African culture enjoys themselves through many sports, as I did almost all the types of sport there was in school and how that in itself already gave your life meaning a whole new level of value with in other people’s eyes, as sport was the one thing here that if you could do sport you were really awesome and you were like a mini god. I was always the mini god in doing the most activities rather than being good at only one and being the best at that one.

So with in my agreement I see that I also with in all points just like in school with sport try and win and compete, even though I may not be the best but still I like to have it all behind me as to be able to say, look what I did and how much I did, but never at look what I have achieved. (a pattern)

Competitions is a very slight thing that takes place in the secret mind all the time, you will smile and pretend to be someone you are not in front of people and when it comes down to it you will pull out the big guns that you were building in the basement(mind) to blow their heads of just to have a chance at winning, because if you win it is like being on drugs, everyone loves you and you are suddenly valid and valuable and worth something and you feel like you can move mountains (EGO) and of course you can make your creators proud (mommy and daddy).

I will apply all the SF on this point later when I have the appropriate time and all.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Future SF

Monday, June 22, 2009 (11:19 PM)
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the future and what is to come

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the fututre

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel that I am to weak to handle the future

I forgive myselffor accepting and allowing myself to far the future and what I have accpted and allowed to manifests as the future

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the future, creating myself to fear the fuutre

I allow myself to take self responsability for the fuutre, here in breath as I walk.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself through fearing the future, keeping me in a emotional state losing the here

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed through and as the fear of the future

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see the future as more than myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make sure the future happens as I fear it through feering it

I stop

Walk in breath

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself through future projections

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Time your Creator

Time/ your creator

I feel myself falling behind time, with in this falling behind time I see all that is slipping through my fingers, slowly but surely, I see the past events reoccurring in the same way just different points, then I feel the regret and the compounding effect within me happening, of how I am the creator of this and how I am allowing this to exist, happen.

After I see and realize this point, I feel powerless against time, once the time is lost it is gone, never to be re taken or gained. It is over and gone I missed the point, and making peace with it seems to me like dishonesty, like if I make peace with what I have openly excepted and allowed to happen then making peace with it feels wrong, I feel I have to gain (Gian) it back. This is fear of consequences, fearing facing the same point over and over till there is an ultimate price to pay, which will indefinably happen, equal effect.

TC = Time Creates

This is a fact not a fear factor.

The time I have now is here. I have to let go of the past and what I have accepted and allowed. I make peace with this; this is the only way with in common sense to move oneself again, stop, breath and forgives self.
I am equal to time. Time is my creation, I can only fear time if I am in separation of time.

I am the clock, a clock never stops moving, why am I not moving- separation, seeing time more than myself, giving into the idea of time,

I stop. Breath is the only key, stop the thoughts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall behind time, separating myself from time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from time, with in this fearing time seeing it
more than me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear time and see it more than myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see time more than myself, I am the creator of time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear taking self responsibility for myself with in time as time,
constantly moving

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear moving myself as time, never stopping, equal to time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear standing equal to time, seeing it as hard work

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist the fact that I have no choice to stand as time, the test of
time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have already lost within myself towards time, I stand up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take time for granted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to still worry about time, indicating fear and enslavement to time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be a slave to time, not standing one and equal as time, in breath here as Life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to in time get lazy, participating in the mind, mental realities.
Quantum time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move myself with in quantum time in and as the mind, while in
the real reality the real time is creating, what I am missing and losing awareness of

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself, already creating the timeloop to face this point
again in time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to regret judging myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to out of fear do the self forgiveness, fearing the regret and
judgement will time loop me

I STOP here