Smoking

Smoking
Wow I have smoked for over 4 years and then one day suddenly I had my last, I stop.
Now why did I stop smoking and why would anyone want to stop smoking.
I stopped because I am living a principal and I saw that with in stopping smoking I can live this principal I stand for as a practivist, a real active living practivist for what I stand for. And because this kind of activism can fit into my daily live and I can make a big change this way, without compromising myself in the system.
I stand for equality and ending abuse in this world, oneness and equality a new monetary system that is best for all, currently that solution is equal money for all.
So how does this fit together – well within the current money system the way cigarettes are being produced and sold is abuse, the people that work their asses off as slaves in the fields to produce tobacco is being supported by people buying the product that is cigarettes – and we are not supporting them with in having food and a better life, no we are supporting them with in accepting and allowing their current situation in this world and what they are doing to survive and accepting and allowing themselves to be abused by those that only cares for themselves and all the money they can get in this world to survive as well and live like gods while deliberately enjoying abusing others.
Now with in understanding that we who smoke are actually directly also abusing the people that is suffering on the fields of tobacco farms and that will never get out of their situations unless we all stop accepting and allowing the current abuse that we are participating with in daily to exist.
How will this happen, we stop smoking, the big smoking companies stop making money and the people that works on the tobacco farms stop having jobs that is deliberately abusing them, so then now that everyone is on a equal level, the farmer and the boss because they both ran out of jobs because the people stopped supporting them, is now forced to have to take self responsibility together – thus they both have to now see what is the equal solution to the current problem here on earth.
This will then force people to re consider their actions and the abuse they are accepting and allowing as the current money system.
And this is where we come in as the solution and the answer – equal money for all.
So why do I only do this with Smoking and not cloths and all the other stuff –
Because I have to consider what is practical and what works currently within the system – smoking is also something that everyone can do as a practical way of being an activist to bringing change to this world and stop smoking – not everyone can suddenly stop buying cloths because that will not work practically. Smoking is something we can go with out – just like hair and everything that goes with hair. (and look at how having hair is abusing earth and all it does is support peoples ego’s)
I obviously could not have done this without Support and assistance as I was addicted to smoking and smoked up to 2 packs a day – it was really expensive each month and I had emotional bullshit attached to smoking such as suppressing anger and frustration.
When I stopped smoking I had to work through all of these points within myself and I had to be able to actually live with myself without relying on an outside source – I have no stopped smoking for over a year and I am clear of all emotional addiction and all addiction itself from smoking.
I could have only done this within participating within the DIP, and the ITD course that I have been participating with for over 2 years now, with in the DIP and ITD courses I was presented with tools that I could affectively support myself through all the emotional attachments and addiction , such as Self Forgiveness and how to effectively apply it, How I was able to identify patterns and mind constructs related to smoking, from how I saw the points manifested from when I was but only a child.
I learned how to effectively breathe through all the points that I saw was misleading me to fall and give in to smoking again, I was able to be self honest with myself and stand stop.
I have now developed a point of actual self will, not self suppression,
so smoking is but one point that reveals us to us and what we have accepted in and out of ourselves in reality, if you are interested in becoming the change in this world then please check out the links and join me at the DIP, and ITD courses and stand for a new equal money system.

http://equalmoney.org/
http://www.desteniiprocess.com/

A Click of a mouse button

A Click of a mouse button

A little point that came to me this morning as I was going through all the posts and comments and photos on facebook about people of Desteni supporting each other.

I see now that how really important it is for Destonians to support each other, if it is by doing a simple thing such as liking a post they made (that is relevant though) or by placing a comment and showing the other that they are being affective or not or that they are standing as the group.

All the little simple things that will take only one breathe at a time from each destonian to support his fellow destonian that is standing for life and oneness and equality and to end all abuse. I mean it really is simple and it really is actually fun.

I looked at facebook this morning and at all the Destonians that is supporting each other and how we all are keeping each other here with in support such as liking a post, or commenting or simply giving a presence, if this wasn’t there then how many would have continued doing what they are doing.

This is what came to me while being on facebook, would I have kept doing what I am doing on the internet in spite of all the abuse and all the shit going on and all the support I got from others and so forth.

Would I be able to do exactly what i am now doing with the same manner and not change a thing if everything went in revere for me and that instead of people liking a post they would ignore it and not see, not hear and not give a fuck, and the only comment s that I would get would be to insult me, and then there would be no backup such as other destonians to assist and support.

It might be a small scenario but yet it shows one thing – How powerful a click of a mouse button really is, how much actually goes into each and every click you make and where you are making it count in every breath.

So Imagine a small group of only one hundred destonians and one hundred clicks a second from each and every one of them every time they are on the internet and every single click is counting for equality and ending all abuse, imagine a thousand and then ten thousand.

A click is a powerful thing if it is used correctly in breath for that which Matters and Counts.

I find no effort in doing one click on breath at a time; If I did I would have known there is a problem

Click

Time your Creator

Time/ your creator

I feel myself falling behind time, with in this falling behind time I see all that is slipping through my fingers, slowly but surely, I see the past events reoccurring in the same way just different points, then I feel the regret and the compounding effect within me happening, of how I am the creator of this and how I am allowing this to exist, happen.

After I see and realize this point, I feel powerless against time, once the time is lost it is gone, never to be re taken or gained. It is over and gone I missed the point, and making peace with it seems to me like dishonesty, like if I make peace with what I have openly excepted and allowed to happen then making peace with it feels wrong, I feel I have to gain (Gian) it back. This is fear of consequences, fearing facing the same point over and over till there is an ultimate price to pay, which will indefinably happen, equal effect.

TC = Time Creates

This is a fact not a fear factor.

The time I have now is here. I have to let go of the past and what I have accepted and allowed. I make peace with this; this is the only way with in common sense to move oneself again, stop, breath and forgives self.
I am equal to time. Time is my creation, I can only fear time if I am in separation of time.

I am the clock, a clock never stops moving, why am I not moving- separation, seeing time more than myself, giving into the idea of time,

I stop. Breath is the only key, stop the thoughts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall behind time, separating myself from time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from time, with in this fearing time seeing it
more than me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear time and see it more than myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see time more than myself, I am the creator of time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear taking self responsibility for myself with in time as time,
constantly moving

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear moving myself as time, never stopping, equal to time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear standing equal to time, seeing it as hard work

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist the fact that I have no choice to stand as time, the test of
time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have already lost within myself towards time, I stand up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take time for granted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to still worry about time, indicating fear and enslavement to time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be a slave to time, not standing one and equal as time, in breath here as Life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to in time get lazy, participating in the mind, mental realities.
Quantum time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move myself with in quantum time in and as the mind, while in
the real reality the real time is creating, what I am missing and losing awareness of

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself, already creating the timeloop to face this point
again in time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to regret judging myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to out of fear do the self forgiveness, fearing the regret and
judgement will time loop me

I STOP here