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Sunday, May 29, 2011

Young or old or in between we are all in the same boat called earth

 

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Young or old or in between we are all in the same boat called earth, we need to get ourselves to understand that there is a solution, not with in the current economical and money system but in a complete new monetary system that actually works,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that it is impossible to create a new money system that is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to enslave myself in the current money system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have blindly participated with in the current money system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to find it un realistic that there is a solution to create a new world and money system that is best for all. Animals, plants and humans and bugs.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself with in believing that the current money system is set in stone and not able to be changed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see and perceive that current money system as unchangeable.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself believe that I am unchangeable and thus the current money system seems un changeable for me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel powerless to be able to change the current money system and the situation the world is within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see the current situation the world is within as un fixable.

Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am un fixable to fit into a new world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see and perceive myself as un able to be flexible to change to create a new money system that will actually work and support life and not greed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself believe that I can only change if the world changes. Not realizing that it is I who has to change so that the world can change.

This is the equal money system that we at Desteni are proposing as a solution, to research and get one self to understand how such a system will function is already one step to being the solution, and supporting such cause to be implemented in the future. A new world is possible we all need to create it together, it is that simple = ).

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I do not need other human beings to stand with and as me as a group with a goal that is best for all life such as equal money to change the world, really there is no other way.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am special and that I am capable of changing the world by myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have denied myself the experience of working together as a group for that which is best for all.

I allow myself to stop self interest and to see and realize that there are billions of humans on earth and trillions of animals and bugs and plants and that we all need to live and stand as one because we are all here in one existence placed on one planet called earth and we cannot possibly no matter what we do ever separate ourselves from existence and the group.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live in fear of.....

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be the cause of all the fear that I have existing within me and this world through accepting and allowing fear as normal.

We all tend to make things more difficult than what it is, instead of seeing and realizing that we, each one of us is responsible for what is here and currently existing on earth as a system and that it is actually kept together through a daily agreement we all make with each other in silence to not say anything.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself o make things more difficult than what it is through participating with in fears and insecurities, instead I allow myself o see that once I allow myself to consider the group and what is best for the group and how to apply that within the physical reality it is all really simple and basic.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear simplicity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that simplicity isn’t accomplishable and for filling.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire a system that will for fill all my needs and desires instead of a system that will fill all living being’s stomachs.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make things difficult for myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny myself simplicity and a good life equally with all beings and all life in existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear losing what I have through giving to those that has nothing through standing for a new money system that will not for fill all my wants, needs and desires but that will instead fill all stomachs with food and water and cloth every being and give them shelter and safety.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear losing all that which I hold dear, realizing that if I give that which possesses me, I mean what I possess away, in return for all life to have equally that I will in return gain life which is everything.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow any point of self interest to take power over the interest of all life.

Once we all start seeing that we can apply ourselves to changing the world in our daily life’s through ending the silent agreement we have between each other to keep the system functioning the way it and rather speak about a new agreement as a solutions and how it can be applied and implemented.

Obviously it will take many years to get an effective group to take on the system in politics and court to be able to make a visible stand for all to see and to get everyone to agree on the new system. Thus it is required to start acting now here and to not postpone. Postponement is deliberate and a act of laziness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in being impatience with myself to be able to do what is required to do to bring forth a new world and a change within myself and this world.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want, need, and desire a new system placing myself in a state of irritation with myself and anticipation
I allow myself o be patience and to walk as the living application in each breathe.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to no feel like doing it because I want someone ells to do it for me. Realizing that everyone is saying that and that in the end we all are but only in such an acceptance and allowance creating our direct destruction and suffering
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be lazy
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist going into politics according to how I have judged and said nasty things about politics and politicians.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear going into politics and taking on other politician that does not care about equality and would not mind getting rid of me because they will see me as a threat and someone that wants to steal their wealth and elitism away from them, which I will be doing lol
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear going into politics because of movies and stories that I have watched and got impressions from such as politicians’ murdering each other and being hated by all the people.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the court because I fear that the court will not see what I stand for as applicable to the law, Fuck the law we stand for equality for all life and in a democratic world the people will decide, we will use the system against itself.

In the universal declaration of human right in article one it say: all humans are born equal and free, this is the main point we will take into court and that it has not been applied EVER. We sue the world lol.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that everyone will not agree
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to assume that everyone will not agree with an equal money system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that people will ignore the solution we are showing them and not want to support us.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only see the rich people or the people with money not agreeing and supporting us.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself with in the believe that people with money and a comfortable life will not support and equal money system because they obviously do not need it YET – lol
I forgive myself for not seeing that it is not the people with money that will vote for an equal money system in a democratic system, but that it WILL be the people that already has nothing and will work hard for equality and that will not mind helping each other as equals because now they have opportunity to have a roof and food and clean water and equal opportunity to labour.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only focus on the people with money a a the change, realizing that it is the 3 billion people and rising that will vote for equality.

People with money will have to lose it all before they realize that had the power to change it before they suffered and had money to do something with such as supporting an equal money system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself with in participating within the thought that I do not need to do anything now because my life is great at the moment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself believe that my life will always be this great even if I do nothing to change the current world situation that we all are facing with money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live in a state of ignorance. Ignorance being un-informed
I allow myself to stand up here and now to start applying myself to change the situation here on earth for all life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the future.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear for only my future.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to value my fear as being valid.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to validate my fear of the future through doing nothing to change the future thus I am directly creating my fear of a bad future.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear taking self responsibility for myself and my life and the world and the universe and all of existence as me, as mine because I am here and I am responsible
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that hope will change anything because hope really means sitting back and doing nothing and waiting. I mean then the only thing creating is you in allowing the world to go all the way down, more wars, more rape, more murder, more crime, more animals cruelty and suffering, more forests being lost and destroyed and thousands of homes to animals with it.
Instead I take a stand as a solution that can and will help all life and not just one cause at a time, that will end all wars and all poverty and all sex trafficking and all animal brutality and all crimes against life and that will bring heaven to earth through implementing a system that will consider all life and that will life in and as the physical as a solution.

Common sense is necessary and self honesty and where none can be achieved we do self forgiveness and give back to ourselves and all life, and forth will step self honesty and common sense.

Visit the equal money website – www.equalmoney.org and support us in establishing an equal money system and join us in the stand for a new world.

For self improvement and leadership development and skill visit - www.desteniiprocess.com I have been doing the course for 2 years and it works, it is in my daily life applied and lived, check it out.

And to join the forums visit www.desteni.co.za read the material and FAQ if you have any they all have been answered and once a clear understanding is in place start participating and applying yourself with the group.

Do onto another as you would do onto yourself.
Love thy neighbour as Thy self.

It’s that simple.

Friday, May 27, 2011

Why do parents fear the future of their children and what can be done to make the parents the foundation of a world that is best for all?

Why do parents fear the future for their children.

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Parents are people who bring new people into this world – thus as the parent it is the parents responsibility to create a secure future for their children as their children will be their future and so forth.

If I look at this from a common sense point which all points has to be looked at, My parents grew up from being children and being innocent into people surviving and fearing every day for life, to be able to survive and to be able to not end up at the bottom, so they had to be stripped from their innocence and they had to be thought about the system that they have been brought into and how it functions.

Now obviously this is not a easy thing going from being a child and suddenly learning about how you have to become able to not die of hunger or  one of the millions of other way’s that is currently existing in this reality.

This requires a lot of change, from being enjoyable to becoming a cold hearted being with no morality and completely self cantered and to only care for you own survival and your own future and the ways to do so.

So Now as the Parent you have your own children and you know that at some stage the child that you brought into this world has to change and that they have to become different and tough and mean and hard and being able to handle many things that is required to be handled to survive according to the current accepted and allowed money system.

The first point would be to get Money; this is the survival point that is necessary.

For money to be made the parent needs to send the child to a place where the child can be educated and be thought how to handle the system and where the child can learn to deceive and manipulate other beings effectively and to develop fight or flight skills. This skill will assist the child in making money and not caring who is hurt or abused in the process such as earth and the animals and plants. as long as the child survives.

Now the parents are well aware of the world and the system and how it works and they know that it is unfair and that if you do not train your children in a well good way that they can end up being one of the 3 billion people suffering, this is where the parents also know that they are deceiving themselves and their children.

Because parents know that when they send their child into this world it is not a good fun place and that they - as the Parents as the generation before have accepted and allowed this world to continue existing in such a way and that they did sweet shit to change it for anyone and now they are sending their children straight into the gates of hell, hoping that their child will make money and not get robbed, not get raped or stabbed or end up in a war.

The parents did not do anything to change their situation on earth before they had children and still they had children knowingly knowing that they are sending their children into the hell hole that they grew up and hated and did not really ask for.

I remember my mother always saying, I am giving you what my parents never could give me, yet the world seems to have gotten worst, so what exactly did I get that they did not, more shit to deal with, more animals going extinct. More wars. Poverty etc.

So Parents fear the future for their children because they willingly, knowingly bring their child into a world that they themselves know is fucked up, it is that simple and real.

What can be done to make the parents the foundation of a world that is best for all?

Parents currently that is within the system and that is here and that has children hat they already send into this world and that they still may have to send it, well not really send in because from birth till death they are here. They are in the shit all the time.

So the Parents can first of all realize that they can still do something to change this world and that it is not impossible and that there is a way and that they will do this for their children and the future of life.

The current parents must become a foundation, a stable point with in this world for the children that is here to be able to effectively take the system on Financially.

So once again I can only look at common sense that includes the physical and what is required for a change and what parents can give as an input within being the foundation for a new world in equality and heaven on earth, the current parents must stand as support with finances.

Why Finances – Because if we look at it self-honestly the parents that can/have children has money and money is required to change the current system, we need to have a financial stability within the system to take the system on.

Where can I as a parent be financially supportive for a new world in equality and to allow a real future for my child where I do not have to fear for the survival of my children and my own –

we have already started years ago with research and applying ourselves to do research for what is best for all and how such a new system as a equal money system where all beings will receive a basic income from birth till death, that will provide all basic needs to the being all their life and where all will have equal opportunity always for labour and earning their extras per hours that they work, and where there will be a four year labour system where all new beings will give their share to the public. Check out what I am talking about on the website here www.equalmoney.org and support us and the future of all life. To be able to support us you have to stop your fear and decide to change.

So check it out and see that the solution is here, and that as a parent it is not too late to take a stand for a new world,

www.equalmoney.org

and if you are interested we also provide leadership training and life coaching courses with the new DIP – Desteni I process, I myself have been doing this for 2 years now and I am an agent with in the course. It is really effective and helps people to actually deal with stuff, for much more information check out the website at:
www.desteniiprocess.com

also check out www.desteni.co.za this is the main website and has forums with many people participating daily about the topics and their personal writings on how they are standing and taking self responsibility for this reality through Self forgiveness and practicing using common sense and becoming self honest.

As A child I would have loved it if my parents had changed the world into a place that is actually liveable and where none of the current shit exists before they brought me into this world, and this is why i am doing this for myself and all life here one and equal. To love thy neighbour as thy self, do onto another as you would do onto yourself in a living application daily. Supporting that which stands as life.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Brainwashing and my Name

Is my name who I am

Let me look at it in a common sense way.

I was born into this world with out nay name, My name before my parents gave me on was.... there was no name, this can count for all people on earth and all animals and all plants and everything we know.

My parents told me as a toddler my name is Gian, now I did not choose my name, I did not agree with them that that is what I wanted, i did not even take part in choosing my name at all, I didn’t even know they needed to chose a name for me, I did not even know what the world name means.

And here are two being standing in front of me day and night playing with me feeding me and taking care of me, well so I hoped, and every time they looked at me they would throw these sound waves at me saying your name is Gian, then they would pick me up and say Gian, you are Gian, they would poke their fingers at me and say, you are Gian and then they would show their fingers toward themselves and say, i am Daddy or Mommy.

Then after a few months or in some cases years, i would say I am Gian not even knowing myself how I came to say this and to be self honestly I cant even remember when I said it for the first time I am Gian and why, what made me belief that - ‘brainwashing” aaaha, and I would call them Daddy or Mommy, not that I knew why I just know that is what they did and what they told me, and what they showed me, So i do not know any better and neither do they really, because that is what happened to them and now I am probably the who knows how manieth copy that this is being done to.

So this is how I started learning the sounds coming my way as Gian and what they mean, because everything I would touch like the plugs I would hear the sounds, Gian get away from there, and then I would feel a slap on my hands and someone picking me up violently and saying do not do that, so this I have attached to the sound in there as Gian.

Now as I get older and bigger I realize that I have been identified as the sound which people call words as Gian, i am now identified as Gian and everything that has happened to me in relation the the world, sound Gian, when I got smacked and I heard Gian I have now learned that it means Gian is a bad boy, so I attached this and everything ells to Gian.

I was brainwashed by my parents and so they were by their and so it is the sins of the faders never ending, and they thought they were doing me a favour, and the main question is, am I Gian then??

NO I am not Gian, Gian is but what people used to Identify me with and to attach labels to me accordingly and I did the same because that is what i was brainwashed to believe a name is, something that I can use to create myself as a personality and according to what my parents placed into my name while I grow up, bad Gian, Good Gian, No Gian, Yes Gian, Stop it Gian, Gian getting smacked.

If I never had a name, Yes I agree it would have been hard to look for me or to know who I am, so consider then all of the rest of the shit we all place onto our names would not have defined who we are,

So now I am looking at my name and what I have attached to it, so see your name as an accessory and everything you have attached to it or that others have attached to it as Labels and it all is hanging from you, can you see that it is actually a burden, a weight that needs to be carried, and that we all value it, but anyone can come along and simply cut the labels off and then who will you be, death is such an example.

also take into consideration, people might call you ugly or handsome, but it is only you who can accept or allow it to be a lable as you to mean somthing, only you can judge you. so it is not to blame – only to take self responsibility.

Your name is not who you are, it is who you have brainwashed yourself to be through your acceptance and allowance. Stop the brainwashing and see who you really are,

www.desteniiprocess.com

www.desteni.co.za

and to change the world and to bring heaven to earth, lets give to all equally.

www.equalmoney.org support us in the cause.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Comic Books, Heroes and Yourself.

 

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There are hundreds of comic books and heroes and bad guys, people love comic books because it gives people a sense of power, something different and new, not from this world, where they can read about some hero that has gained some kind of power in some weird and sometimes explainable way, people like this because then they can feel it can maybe be possible, even though it can’t.

So millions of people daily buy comic books and read it and even get addicted to it, while some corporation is making billions, you as the customer that consumes may love the comic book and believe it is special, all the while the people that created it is only in for the money, so they wil make the comic book in any way they can to trap you into a fantasy world inside yourself designed in hope and false believe, no different than the bible. The bible has a hero called jesus. His got pretty cool powers just like any comic hero and he got his from being god’s son.

And of course the main attraction can be the art work, the looks and how it all seems to be, the comic book heroes has to be muscular or good looking or sexy or attractive in some way for those that has low self esteem will fall for this attraction easily and so the money games start.

So if we look at it there are millions of people participating in this industry and keeping it alive, buying the comic books, watching the movies getting all the collectables and all the special additions and all the valuable collections and costumes and whatever they can, people spend a lot of money on this type of stuff, and it really has no point of any significance in this existence, it is really literally of no importance in this world, with in the bigger picture of all the things going on and happening right now, comic books is simply distracting millions of people from seeing the reality and the real picture.

I mean it is better for the corporations to keep most young kids that has money to look inside a book and create a world of fantasy there and live in their minds than seeing the real world and realizing that they can change it because this way the corporations can create money zombies for themselves, people that is addicted to comic books and that doesn’t wake up will only support comic books and spend all their money on comic stuff because some how the corporations has made you believe that it is important and that you need it.

So it is time to wake up from the comical fantasy worlds that has been created for people to enslave and brainwash themselves into believing to be real and true and fun and consuming all their time and money on something that is insignificant. Really look at it and be self honest, you can be a hero of your own if you take your eyes and mind out of the comic book and see that the real world needs help, this physical reality that is being disregarder for the sole purpose of making money out of zombie people that is trapped in comic books for profit gain.

So if you get to read this and you are a comic book fan, collector, a comic book personality, a comic book fantasised, a comic book fanatic, then realize that you have to stop wasting money on the fake fantasy world inside your head that is created through corporations through the comic books that stimulate you in some freakish way so they can make billions out of you, and that you must save that money to use that money in the real world, to direct that money to something that can actually change this world that needs it own saving. To a purpose that is best for all live for the animals and the plants and ending the suffering.

You will not be a hero or anything of this kind of desire, you will be a normal human being that stands for equality, a human being that wants to change the world, just like you want to be a hero to change the world inside a comic book, I mean, why do people love comic books, because there is a hero in all of us and we all are aware that the world is fucked up and we all know we can’t really do anything on our own to change the world so we give all our power to our minds in the fantasy world, but now I tell you that there is a solution and the solution is to stand as a group. One group.

This group has been created and we are moving we are standing and we are making a difference, we are affecting everything and everyone. So the solution is here, the way is here, the support and assistance is here.

And I encourage people that has fallen for the comic book promises to stand as the group that is a solution to this existence and to change the world.

Visit the website www.equalmoney.org and see what I am talking about, about a real change a real read and a real way to change what is here. Equal money for all.

And I know people that loves comic books always had the desire to change, to change into something new and awesome that can save the world and that can change things and that you can have abilities, well it isn’t that easy and nice, to actually change we all have to take self responsibility for ourselves and we have to change who we are and who we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be from the core to the outside, we must stop the mind and be here as the physical.

For real change and a real way to change ourselves and to make a difference in this reality visit www.desteniiprocess.com and rather spend your money on some real material and a real way to work with yourself and first learn and change yourself for real because when you change the world changes.

Check out www.desteni.co.za and read the material there and the forums and get to learn what is going on and what you as an individual can do to actually bring a change in this world as a solution for all of existence.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Powerless you are not.

I have been sitting at my desk many nights wondering and pondering on how can i make a difference in this world, I am powerless I have told myself many times, How can I possible make a difference in this reality with all the people already in power.

I have given up so many times within myself and with in doing anything to change this world, because everything that I found I was able to do wasn't effecting anything or anyone in a big way to make a change, yes I have changed a few people’s minds and yes I have picked up all the trash laying around in my neighborhood that people just throw out into the fields, I have tried my best to what I could do. So I thought.

I have been there, sitting alone in my room in front of the pc, thinking about all the shit I read in the newspaper just minutes ago about a women getting raped by 10 men at a time and then shot through the stomach because they did not want her to get pregnant, about all the bad really destructive things happening in this world such as war’s and poverty and child sex trafficking, have numbed myself towards it to a certain degree that when I open the new paper the next day I can look at it and not feel bad, so that I can turn the T.V on and not react anymore to the brutality, because I have given up within myself and given all my power to the system,

I have been there walking in the street wondering when I am going to get stabbed or robbed or when I will be stuck in a shopping mall stick up where they beat the customers up and shoot someone in front of me just to make their point that they want money to feed their child like we all will do in their situation.

I have been there driving in my car in fear of the man on the street asking for money and I can’t really help him, feeling guilty because I know I have and he does not, I have suppressed it in such a way that I actually now get angry at them because I allowed myself to feel powerless to help them.

I have been there where I sit in front of my pc in a dark room feeling so little and that everything ells in this world is so big and that I can’t do anything o end animal abuse or to save the earth from being destroyed by man’s hand, sitting by myself and giving up feeling pressed down by the ignorance of society all depressed.

I have been there where it all gets too much, the violence the murder the brutality the destruction the fear the anxiety the hopelessness and the powerlessness within me, where I go and drink my weekends away to forget it all, to drown myself in entertainment that society provides, to drown myself in the entertainment of friends and ignorance, to forget that it all is real, this the next day’s newspaper.

2 girls, aged 6, gang raped and hanged from their homes sealing, parents shot through head, nothing was stolen.

The government promises 20 million people brick homes, the government throws major party worth 200 million rands for his family, no brick homes were built.

I read this, it is happening all around me all the time,

I found a way to change my powerlessness, I found a solution to change this world, to change what we have accepted and allowed as a group to exist within and as this reality.

I first had to change myself and who i am, I had to change my participation within the system to that which is best for all, to do what I would like others to do onto me, to live in everyday in every breathe as a principal that is best for all, I stopped my sorrowing and I stopped my feelings and emotions of powerlessness.

And I started acting towards a solution that will work with in and as this physical reality as a group in equality.

In all the time that I spend drinking and sorrowing and partying and that I spend giving up, I could have created a new world lol, So that is what I am now doing with in my daily participation, I change me and who i am with in all of this, I change me as the creator of everything that is here, because is it only common sense that the world is fucked up because we all are here creating it that way, so we all simply have to create it better, first fix who we are as the problem to what the solution is and the solution will come as the living expression of who we are.

I have been in this process for three years now and I have changed myself to start living for that which is best for all, love thy neighbours as thy self in each breathe.

I obviously could can not do this alone and could not have started this out of thin air, I started with reading and studying the material from the Desteni website, www.desteni.co.za and thus my process of changing who I am started and so I am patient and still within my process learning every day, applying myself in every way that I can to stop me as abuse, and stand as life as that which is best for all. As a living principal.

I also have been doing a course with Desteni for 2 years now as the SRA course and I am now also an agent, www.desteniiprocess.com , this is super supportive and also gives me an income and this can be achieved by anyone participating so check it out.

And the practical way for this reality as a group is to change the money system, this can be checked out at www.equalmoney.org -

Stop giving up and see what can be done. It is all here and available and we all can do this as a group.

Study the material and get familiar with it all, once you have understanding it will be understood.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Why isn’t the world intervening in Bahrain as it did in Libra.

 

Here are some reasons given in reports

- It might disrupt oil supplies

- Bahrain's uprising, while cross-sectarian, would empower the Shia majority

- the countries of the Gulf would not provide cover for international intervention

- Bahrain's uprising is feared by its neighbours

- increase democratic pressure among neighbouring monarchs.

- Note (a Final reason) - the U.S. needs as much GCC support in Libya as possible.

To make it really simple – all the reasons above it but only reasons, not solutions and this is not acceptable because everyone is now giving reasons for why they are accepting and allowing the death of thousands of people.

And in the end we all can agree that all of it has got to do with money and really nothing ells.

Because if money did not exist then the current problems would not have existed, and if the human did not exist then no problems would have existed that we are currently facing.

So we have to sort ourselves out and realize that we are all equally responsible for what is happening all over the world and for millions of deaths daily.

The Bahrain is but simply a example to show us that we all prefer to not take responsibility and let it happen, let war happen and let millions die for it, that with in common sense is completely un necessary.

Its all politicks because it all has got to do with money and power and control and fear and money.

If there was unlimited money in the world we could have fixed every single problem that came our way and then there would not have been a need for countries but only earth as one big place because that is what it is.

And then war’s can not exist at all, people will then not die for this stupid reasons that we give it all to exist.

Please lets stop the reasoning as justifications and as valid reasons, because any reason that justifies killing or harming or destroying life is bullshit and not a real reason.

Support equal money and support a real solution, a real way to fix things that is here and to lay out the road to creating heaven on earth for all.

www.equalmoney.org

equal money means – no Money problems – no military needed – no politicks and this equals a better world for all,

keeping it simple and real.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Noise, loudness, sound, experiences.

 

Ok so I have been facing some interesting points with myself in relation to noise, well what i perceive as noise and as being loud etc.

This I have been facing within myself with the assistance of all the animals in my room.

We have rats – they are night animals and as soon as the light goes off at night they start moving and playing and running and crashing into stuff and the rip paper into little pieces, probably to keep themselves busy, this I find really annoying and I experience irritation with in me and anger towards them, the anger being that I can’t do anything about it as making them quite, and irritation being the experience of myself for not breathing and allowing it to get to me as an energetic experience.

I know that all of this is the mind, creating energetic experiences with in me because I am not breathing, because when I breathe there is not irritation and not anger and then I can fall asleep, it is really only the energetic experiences I create within myself that keep me awake and unable to sleep.

I have had many nights to breathe through it and to see the truth about it, because when I breathe I can fall asleep, when I give into the back chat in my head that goes – god dammit they are noisy, dammit I cannot sleep with this noise, aww man not again them making all the noise – fucking rats, why now, why can’t they make noise during the day. And so forth all the back chat.

In the end the only noise and the only loudness and the only sound I am hearing and that is keeping me awake is the back chat in my head.

The animals in my room have been assisting and supporting me with this point a lot, especially the parrot that can make really loud sounds, right in my ear, sometimes my ears goes cheeeeeee, and then I realize if I am breathing the noise is noise nothing more, it does not influence me, if I give into back chat then I get really noisy and loud in my head – this creates the experience of irritation and anger and then the more i allow back chat it compounds, this causes possessions and consequences for myself.

So breathe and if any sound, noise, loudness is being made in your environment, see if you are still within yourself, that your water isn’t stirred and moved. If you are breathing it is simply something that is here. This is in relation to animals currently and I have worked with heavy machinery that is loud.

nature and animals and life that is not man made is all noisy and loud and making sounds – the bugs the birds the monkeys etc. it is part of expression as the physical, people that wants quietness is delusional and will mindfuck themselves.

I have many times and only to realize that the only silence must be in my head – stop the back chat. stop the little man screaming in your head and breathe as the physical.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Reptilians and Equal Money

I have 2 Nile monitor lizards in my room; I have been observing them and taking care of them. clip_image002

The one point that I see is most prominent is food, they must have food when they are hungry.

Once I leave them to go hungry for just a bit longer they go into survival mode, their survival mode pushes them to see each other as food or as a threat, they will literally check each other out as being But it has already been pushed, they now went from calm relaxing mode into survival mode, just this one point of postponing their food for one day.

Take into consideration – they can go without food for a long time as they are lizards and cold blooded and they eat big meals and chucks of it at once, and they within their design can go without food for a while, so I feed my 2 lizards every 4 to 5 days, depends on how fat their stomachs is, because If I feed them every day they eat nothing of it and I wasn’t a lot, it also all depends on their size of the lizard, because when they were smaller I had to feed them every day now at a bigger stage their bodies has developed and can handle more (exactly like humans).

So I pushed them to not getting food for a week, their stomachs were normal – meaning I could see there was nothing in, and their weren’t starving - you know how you are after a day of not eating anything or waiting a bit to long between breakfast and lunch, you feel like you can eat a horse lol.

So their behaviour becomes the falling after not feeding them for a week –they become agitated and they became possessed with the feeling of hunger – they start moving all around the cage and they start to want to climb out the whole time, they want to get food, they scratch the glass and they even attack each other and they literally react towards each other when one of them suddenly enters another once presence as if the one entering is possible food, they check each other out in a moment of tenseness and sometimes they might try and attack.

So then I come along with a big piece of chicken that I cut in many small pieces for them and I throw it in, they go ballistic, trying to protect their pieces that they gained and they then literally attack each other to say fuck off it is mine. They run away or swallow the food as fast as they can.

After the meal, they are super calm, they lay down in the sun and bake, they lay on top of each other and sometimes it looks like they are holding hands, they now after the meal can stop survival and live, enjoy themselves. They go for swims and they crawl around in no form of survival. Being here.

NOW – the obvious must be shown here. Humans have the exact same lizard brain in our heads; we act just like them in survival and fear.

And within the current money system we all are left to live within this fear and survival, so we all are actually Lizards currently walking among each other trying to defend out pieces of food and shelter and property because we fear the other lizard will take it from us. So we fight and so we kill and so we do onto another as we fish they would not do onto us, take our food and take our life’s.

Half of the world is currently suffering in poverty and living in super harsh conditions and they all have gone beyond the point of the lizards, they have lost to the other lizards already, me and you with the money, taking all their food and everything we can because we all fear to lose it, we fear being hungry so we starve half of the world so we do not have to.

So what did I with the lizards prove – that when everyone gets fed, no matter how much and how strong your nature is – if you are fed you will stop survival mode and you will stop the fear and be able to live together, because I used lizards as the experiment, as lizards present the complete point of survival and animal nature.

We need to FEED the whole world equally to stop the madness of the human accepted and allowed so called nature, and this can be really simple.

EQUAL MONEY for all from birth till death, because if it is from birth till death then the child will not know survival or fear – the human nature that we give so much power will simply not be with the child because he does not have to survive and fear for life, he will simple receive unconditional food water shelter education etc, and Labour to do.

And what ahs it proven to us what happened to the lizards – they started getting more expressive with each other and close and caring and not bothered, they could actually now relax and live and be aware of their environment and each other rather than only being concerned about food and if they will starve to death or not, where will the next meal come from, when will the meals stop coming.

It is a really simple experiment and observation that shows a lot,

We need EQUAL MONEY.

www.equalmoney.org

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Thursday, May 5, 2011

I have success, No more alcohol.

Yes i have success.

In what you may ask? Well the success is me and that I have successfully stopped drinking for three years now.

But why?
It all started three years Ago, I was a really heavy drinker, got home late nights or early on weekends because I was throwing up

at the party’s everywhere and swearing at people and making fights with my family and hitting animals and breaking my fists against walls. Crazy shit.

So after every night that I drank i kept on telling myself the next day, i will never drink again, because there is this moment after every time I drank that I realized that i am fucked as a human being and that I hate this world and this life (actually it is always only yourself you hate), well actually the way I lived is what I hated because that is why I drank, that is why alcohol exists, to suppress and place people in denial for a moment so that when work begins they can continue and so the cycle of zombie is created.

So after i spend lots of money on a shit load of alcohol and making myself an ass always in front of many people, I one day realized that if I continue this way i will die very young, I realized that I had to stop and I had to stop here and now in this moment because I already have broken all trust I have with myself through saying after every party that I will stop drinking and never stopping, so it has to happen here!!!

But How then??
I first had to Admit I needed help, I needed to find a way to not just stop drinking alcohol, but I had to change me as who i am at the core of myself, my will, to change and to stop drinking, I was getting abusive, i was really getting fucked, waking up next to my mother because I was throwing up in my sleep, laying with the one leg off the bad with my mouth against the bed with puke on the side of the bed, my mother had to keep me alive while I was fucking myself up.

I knew the system, the Matrix could not help me because it it the system that I am participating within that is driving me to drink, well I drove myself to drink but used the system as an excuse, so how can that which is the creation of the fuck up help me get out of it, it could not!

I had to find help that is something I would never expect, something hat I will find different, something that is not of the system and that is actually providing me with physical things to help myself to change myself, because I was a practical guy, I always wanted to be able to measure things, that if I do this I get this because it makes sense.

So I looked and saw that there were no one, I talked to my mother and I made and broke every promise I ever made her so there was nothing that could be trusted and the same for my dad, i did the same with my friends but they always encouraged me to drink with because they wanted me to buy them a drink, I could not go to AA meetings because I know it is bullshit all they do is talk and talk and listen to stories – this I already did with my mother and father and friends and really there is no difference. I just continued.

I needed something such as a measuring tool, a tool that could help me to see me and so that I can actually walk through the temptations and through the desires. A tool that can actually support and assist me to change, I saw myself for the truth of myself and realized that I cannot trust myself as who I currently am and existing as.

It was and is time for me to change, to stand up from the self inflicted abuse I caused towards myself and abused many in the same process.

I found Desteni – Desteni provided a forum, a forum with information on almost everything, it also provides something that i have never seen any where ells, tools, tools that I can apply myself daily to support and assist myself with, the tools were simple, Self forgiveness, self honesty, common sense and the basic guideline was breath,

If i did not understand why self forgiveness will work and if I did not understand something with in my application I simply had to search for information that would explain it to me on the forum, all the answers was there to many questions and I was able to build understanding, watching all the videos.

I could only have approached this direction because I have embraced myself to stop, to change and see what I am accepting and allowing to exist in this reality as my truth,

I later on in my process saw that the desires and temptations was still within me, even thought eh Self forgiveness and self honesty and breath did support and assists me in stopping, the memories was still within me with in my cells within my foundations. As a resonant point.

This I sorted out with the New ITD (Introduction to desteni ) and DIP (Desteni I process) where I started much later with in my process working on Mind constructs and taking apart all these things walking timelines and memories, to do real specific self forgiveness and self corrective statements as the living word and re creating my foundations of who i am.

Because it is who i am that determines what i do.

So i can but only encourage all to come and join the DIP and ITD courses here with Desteni – visit the DIP website and check it all out – there is much more..

My success is but one of many. I stopped smoking weed, i stopped smoking, I stopped many hobbits that was not best for all and abusive towards me and life.

www.desteniiprocess.com

I have with these courses established many points of self will and I have a principal that I live by – something I would never have expected from me and who i was three years ago. It is amazing once one push through to not give power to the ego but to self as life as what is best for all.