Speaking in tongues.

Ok so I have had the opportunity to go to the flat in town to have some good internet and there I had the chance to watch some YouTube videos when i had the time, after doing my videos and ratings and all the things to support my fellow Destonians and the message of equality.

I watched a video about children going to church and how they are forced to believe in god and jesus, right after their moms told them to stop playing with imaginary friends that isn’t there they took them to the church to introduce them to their imaginary friends, and in a brutal way.

They were shouting and screaming at the children how sinful they are and that only jesus can save them and the children was crying and they were going on about how harry potter is a war lord and that in the old/new testament harry potter would have been put to death on the spot.

They were bombing these little children with fear and sin and things they haven’t even conceived of doing and that they have done it and must ask for forgiveness.

Now they get to the point where they will clear the children of all the sins and bullshit they haven’t done yet, basically after they put all of the crap onto the children, all the fears and all the wrongs and all the bad and all the things that isn’t good, they say ok, now let’s talk in tongues to clear ourselves, how cleaver, create the problem to fix it to look like it was the work of god to create your own little soldiers.

Because at the end of the video the children is dressed in army cloths and the women screams war, this means war, and we are fighting for Jesus. 

Anyway when they all talk in tongues the basically just make sounds and random sounds that comes first to the tongue, nothing special and then they place emotion into it to make it seem real, al, the emotions that the adults just before placed in them, they bring it out through screaming and shouting and humming in tongues and then cry and say please god, jesus forgive me. 

And then they the adults who does this say, there are 2 kinds of people, those that believe and Jesus and those that don’t.

It is funny that all Christians that i have met says the same, that they are the true Christians and that they way they are doing it is the right way, and then they have their justifications, and now if any Christian reads this they will say, yes but those are not the right Christians, they are only taking advantage and power, well they can say the same about you.

I say stop this BULLSHIT – ALL RELIGIONS, and let’s get real to that which we all have in common. Life.

The physical reality that which we are made of, the dust of the universe. Atoms.

Check us out and if you decide to stop the cycle of delusions and abuse join us and become part of the group that is changing the world one breathe at a time.

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Orphans Escape house of Horror.

Equal life news report -
The start march 4 2011

Orphans Escape house of Horror.

When you hear someone refer to someone as being an Angel then you must surely belief that they are an Angel.

But when you live in a capitalistic system where money has been given value above life then you will see that Angels can be the real devils, they disguise themselves the way they do to live and survive in the current money system just like the rest.

Here is the story of another fuckup within the current money system.

In big black letters above the paragraphs in the newspaper is says
‘Angel’ who looked after children turn out to be a devil incarnate.

The board members called her a Angel, but when they surprised her with an unannounced visit they found that her Halo had slipped dramatically.

The women who had 47 vulnerable children i her care did not provide running water, electricity or flushing toilets for the orphans.

My comment: Now if we all use real intelligence and common sense w can see that this women did not do what she did to the children because she loved doing it, she did it because of Money, it would have cost her a lot of money to fix those things and to pay electricity ad water each month, and then she has to rely on other people donating money and she has to hope that she will have enough money left for her own family – I mean that is why we all do what we do because we all want to look after our own families. Some claim they will even die for their families so why not mistreat and abuse others to look after your own, the money system that we all as the majority have accepted and allowed to exist with in this world has already made all the decisions for us, this is why we have no choice to do what we are doing – but that is yet still only a justification because we can change the money system, as the majority to a system that is best for all and supports all life equally.

Now it is not over yet, the Angel that everyone knew as being an Angel did some really nasty stuff or allowed it. Same thing.

She was taking the donated food, clothing and toys – ask yourself why would someone do this – yes you are right it is money, money already made the choices for us.

She took it for her OWN family or herself or she sold it – who wouldn’t if you could get a few more bucks out of it no matter who is suffering for your actions. – everyone is doing this daily n the same way – you just do not see those suffering for your actions because they are not in your environment in the current moment.

And as soon as the board members backs were turned she would beat the children to not say anything to them or anyone ells to tell them about her EVIL Deeds – this is what greed is, greed is evil deeds, so whenever you find yourself in a mode of greed know that you are busy with an evil deed, no different from this Angel that is a devil re incarnated. We all wear fake faces everyday to give fort what we are not to protect that which we want have and desire no matter the cost, even if children must be sacrificed for it.

This women has beaten these children with a sjambok, this is a really fucked up way, left their scabies un attended (because it cost money to attend it). Made them eat pap three times a day and sometimes she gave them rotten pig food.

Also she subjected the older girls to daily virginity tests when they came back from school, and then the younger girls were raped by Shepherd boys from the neighbouring community who loitered around the orphanage.

Paediatricians were called to examine the children, who were found to be malnourished with their growth stunned with the lack of protein, there were children who looked like they are three but they were sex years old.

And obviously many more things, but we will keep it at this for now because the point is.

The current money system does not support anything, not even children, these children is supposed to be our future so that one day when you are old and sick and dying you want to be taken care of by these children because who ells is going to do it, these children is also the people who is going to have to look after earth and life here on earth and everything ells, but who gives a dame fuck.

As long as we are all save right now and right here then tomorrow does not matter, well that kind of perspective ends here. Because I am presenting a solution that cannot be denied and if one denies it you will simply end up mixing with the pigs food.

An Equal Money System.

A system where all basic needs will be an actual basic human right lived in actuality as it should be currently but is not, all beings will get a specific amount of money from birth till death that will provide for all basic needs, this will give all children an equal opportunity to grow up in a environment that is actually enjoyable and that is worth living and taking life on, where all children will have food, and nutrition, and water and cloths and shelter and education and transport

Money cannot be the one thing that determines who dies and who suffers and who gets what and when and how, that is bullshit, come on it does not even make sense.

How can we allow that money and how much we have of it determines if a child that is brought into this world in innocence gets an education, or even if their body is allowed to grow in a healthy way. It is sickening and shameful that things such as this can exist in this world in front of our noses and yet people will justify everything they can to not do what is best for all and to stop the abuse.

Equal money for all – do the research and see in everything you do read and hear how equal money will change it all and be the solution to every single problem.

www.equalmoney.org

Sex workers on Strike for respect

Equal live news report – Sex workers strike

Today in the STAR newspaper one of the headlines was about: sex workers marching on a police station, demanding respect.

Here are a few lines form what was said in the news paper.
Sex in the car? R50 – this is about 5 Euros, Felattio? R100 – this is about 10 Euros, A night in a hotel? R150 – this is about 15 Euros.

The cost of being a sex worker in South Africa? No, bankrolling cops.

These sex workers demanded that the police stop harassing them, stop raping them, stop spraying them with pepper spray, calling them names and taking their money.

The sex workers said that they are human beings – (this is obvious and deliberately being denied because of the current capitalistic system and the ignorance of the people who does have a so called education, because if people really had an education they would have been able to use common sense and see that their fellow man is being abused and stripped of dignity because of the current accepted and allowed money system and the situations they were placed in since childhood.

They were all signing a song that went like this.

‘my mother was a kitchen girl, my father was a gardener boy and that is why I am a sex worker,

so while the elite enjoys someone else doing their garden and cleaning their dishes and under pay the people doing this for them, their children has to suffer as becoming all that can be given to them, sex workers, and then the same elite that takes advantage of their current piece of heaven called money go and say that these sex workers must be put to an end, that they all should get off the streets and that prostitution must end.

Then who are going to feed those people and their children, remember they get raped and/or cannot afford condoms and pills and abortions, so they have the children, and also they are sometimes left with the only choice of having children to be able to have some money that they will get from the government to feed themselves.

This is what the sex workers say – Why am I a sex worker? I stopped school because my parents did not have money, if my mother was a nurse and my father was a doctor; I’d have a better life. I’d be sitting in an office right now.

So the problem is obvious – MONEY, we all need money to be able to simply eat and to have water and shelter and we all need a proper education and we all need to have a good clean environment to grow up in.

Why is this obvious basic needs not unconditionally being provided to all equally, well first off all because of greed, greed is one of the deadly 7 sins but everyone loves it, so fuck the rest.

We all have to take a good look at ourselves and what we are accepting and allowing through holding on to our own fears of losing money and having to do what these women do as selling their bodies’ for money to have food and provide for their children and the suffering they have to endure while doing it. We have to look at if we can stand in their shoes and do what they are doing; if we can’t we have to realize that we are then the obvious reason for this to exist because we are definitely not the solution at the moment.

This is why I am writing this to say hey wake up you have been brainwashed by yourself to believe that you are save in your little world with your little bit or a lot of money that you have because you can lose it tomorrow and it all is gone and then what, you are fucked with the rest. Because as we all can see it is money that we have given power over life and thus you have no power at all, money controls you and the banks.

We all have decided together that money must have more value than another human beings life, and we all use all kind of justifications and believes and religions and ideas and concepts and opinions to justify why we are not changing the current money system that we are all enslaved to.

Slavery never ended, it got worse, it got so bad that people now think they are free when they wake up every day for work to work all day for a little bit of money 5/6/7 times a week till they die, and in between party and well that is it.

So I give a solution to all of this and that it will work, just like everyone made the current money system work to abuse each other and enslave ourselves to bullshit in hope and wishes and dreams that we can one day maybe be happy, instead of simply being happy equally.

Equal money for all – where each being on earth gets a amount of money from birth till death – this amount of money will provide for all basic needs such as food, cloths, water. Electricity, education, shelter and transport, the rest must be gained through the equal labor system that will be put in place.

This system will eliminate all abuse that is currently inflicted by the current capitalistic system, where only a few are able to gain and the rest must be abused for the few, prostitution will end completely and all the abuse that goes with it.

Visit the equal money website

www.equalmoney.org

if a sex worker is not save, then no women is – this was written on a cart board one of the sex workers was carrying.

This all women must realize, that it is the regular men that sleep with these women and that abuses them, then that same man goes home to their wife and kids – how can you be safe living with that.

Battle star galactic and decisions ranting and raving.

Watching battle star galactic I have had a chance to throughout a couple of seasons and a bunch of episodes see how I experience myself and where I find judgment within the story and what is being done.

The major point for me that I saw was making decisions,

Each decisions that had to be made by bill would in fact influence the whole of humanity and the survival of all of humanity since they are the only people that escaped from caprice and now had the responsibility of surviving as a human race.

And all the people had to trust bill even though they do not know him personally or anything about him, they simply had to follow the orders that he gave and everyone had to apply the orders, there is not time to question each order because it could mean the death of all of the human race from caprice or the survival of them all.

Now what I have noticed with myself was how I would judge each decision that he made or that any other person with in the story had an influence on making or later on the decisions that the president came into also and made.

I found that I would judge the decisions and make better decisions that what they have made or so I make myself believe that my decisions are better lol, I would then tense up while watching how each decision would play out and the consequences of the play outs, now either way if it was a right or wrong decision there are consequences that played out and that all they really could do was deal with it through making more decisions with in a perspective of a solution, no one had the time or luxury of thinking negative or giving up or being all shitty because they could be the end of all human kind.

Now I saw that I had to let go of the judgments I made while watching the story and rather stand with in bill’s shoes or anyone that was making the hard ass decisions and see how they made it and why and see all the purposes and reasons and then I simply must not judge it as bad or good decisions but what works in the moment and that is needed to be done.

I saw that it worked like a casino,

When you go to a casino you take money with you and within the casino you have many choices of machines that you can play on, each choice of machine has a different way of presenting itself and how you can win, but they all work the same through putting in your money and pushing a button, so now it all depends on how much money you have because then you can play more choices of machines that can give you bigger prises if you win or you have to stick to the little machines where you might win little by little, but most of the time you win nothing, but you did gain a boost in hope, you had a boost of energy and that you could have won, but maybe next time, the few people that does win makes you want to win and have the energy they are gaining (money ) and thus you come back next time.

Now this is the other part, this part is the decision part, when you go into a casino to play the game to win or lose you constantly need to make a decision that how much are you willing to bet, because the more you bet the more you can win, but you can then also lose a shit load more, but if you win you are home free, or are you going to play for only a bit, and with a lot of hope, I mean in a casino if you lose money it is gone and you are fucked and if you win, well it goes the other way.

So now you have a crew (family) and you have to make the decisions, the hard ones and you have to really take the risk because it is all on you no matter which way it goes, if you make a decision to play all your money and you win (this is where bill had to go against everything the crew said or the president and make a military call that seemed so wrong), the Family will love you and cheer you and be there for you, but if you lose the family will hate you and resent you and be really pissed at you, but still it is one decision that goes both ways.

I see Battle star Galactica as a casino – with in every decision they make on the story they can either win or lose and they have to make many big bets and many small ones to get the big ones. And so i see that within each decision it will be best to be self honest and use common sense and apply 1 + 1 = 2. To not judge at all as what is right or wrong but what the fuck works, it is time to let go of the morality

The current system is a casino and we all are playing it daily, either you wake up luck or not, you can be killed by a bus passing the street or die of old age, who knows unless you become certainty and stop the casino game, battle star galactic shows how the casino game is played with in the politics and the military and the civilians and all the bullshit on a smaller scale. Instead of keeping it simple.

Simple would have been to make a decision to firstly unite all the people as one thing between all the ships, not having separate governments and shit, to care for each other and to in spite of everything be unconditional towards each other and fucking change, I mean they all live on ships in space with limited stuff and still they disregard each other and prefer to play games.

Stop hating the fucking cylons (machines and the system that is created in the humans own image and likeness as enslavement) and stand one and equal as them and change from there on, I mean even after the cylons try to live together the humans still rebel instead of learning the lessons.

Well I will end here; this was a cool rant and rave for me,

Family, money, Desteni and myself

Is it worth losing giving up my family to stand up for equality and all life and to stop all the abuse in this world – YES

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I can lose my family.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself o fear the idea of having no family.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear not having my family as a financial save zone.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have only loved my family for their support with money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself believe that I have loved them once. But as the truth is I loved the money they provided for me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sorry for my family and that they are stuck with each other only because of money –
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sorry for myself because I am stuck with family as a backup plan for a financial stability point
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wish i did not have to rely on family for a financial stability point.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear having no money

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stay within the fear of not having money instead of moving myself to become financially stable as myself within the system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move off the point of Family onto the point of money
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to believe that Family is anything more than money lol
to be continued....