The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss,

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss,

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation sensitivity and understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen~ Elizabeth Kubler Ross~”

This statement is a statement of self deception and a false view of reality and it comes from the ego.

So let us look at why this statement is self deception and a false view of reality and why it is ego?

First of all, this statement can only exist because a capitalistic system exists; we all know what capitalism is and how it works Right? 

Here is a quick update on the reality of it, straight forward. 

Capitalism is basically a system that allows people to abuse each other for their own gain and not just people but also the resources here on earth, and in the end money, people call this first comes first serve, the capitalistic system that we all accept and allow to exist is designed to abuse, to create haves and have not’s, to create struggling and to create loss. This is what we all have accepted to be normal and how it works, while really all we have to do is change the system.

Thus now we get back to the quote from above. 

If you read the quote quickly again...... then you will see that the people that is being referred to as being the most beautiful and all the other stuff  has known struggle and loss and have found their way out of dept, this is self deception because the being now places him/her self above the rest. Placing themselves as a false stamen that anyone can do this if they want – obvious ego..

While all that happened was the being had a lucky break, while million go through the exact same loss and struggle, this one made it out of the hole.

If you look at capitalism, there isn’t and can never be enough work for everyone to get out of the shit, this is common sense and anyone should see this. So it’s all a lie.  

This is deception because the being will now use this luck that they had to give the other millions that is still remaining in the same positions false hope, keeping them enslaved to their life situations and that they might one day also get out. Because of the way the being is presenting themselves now, as being as higher being and more, instead of telling the truth and that they were lucky and that it is a fucked up system and its abusive etc. 

The statement is ego, because the being that came out of the struggle and out of the loss and depths, will use the struggling and losses as experiences that they use to validate the reasons for why they have what they have now, such as money or a better life, while billions are still in the same shitty positions. 

So it becomes a point of like bragging about it, look what I had to go through to get what I have now, look what I had to get out of to have what I have now.

And this is really giving a false view of reality to the being self and to all of those that witnessed.

Slumdogmillionair (a Movie) is a perfect example..

The being that came out of the struggle and depths and losses will now have a view on reality that makes the being believe that if you struggle enough, if you lose enough and if you fall deep enough and you get out, you will have a better life, this causes the acceptance and allowance of abuse and thus validates struggling and loss and no one stands up but keep on struggling.  

All the while it is all got to do with luck (pre- programming), and money – nothing personally about the being self. 

So the only understanding and sensitivity these being have about life is that they were fucking lucky and that they have to really be careful, for what they do and say and how they live because they can lose it at any moment and end back in the struggling and depths and losses. 

So it is best that we look at the reality of all as one, because that is your math, if the world looks fucked (when you look at the whole picture) then it is fucked – do not create any delusions about it, stay real and do something about it. 

Be careful for these beautiful people, they will present something and you will deceive yourself if you believe what you want to see.

We need real people, does not matter what you went through or did not, a world in equality will come forth through common sense, self forgiveness and self honesty.

Time your Creator

Time/ your creator

I feel myself falling behind time, with in this falling behind time I see all that is slipping through my fingers, slowly but surely, I see the past events reoccurring in the same way just different points, then I feel the regret and the compounding effect within me happening, of how I am the creator of this and how I am allowing this to exist, happen.

After I see and realize this point, I feel powerless against time, once the time is lost it is gone, never to be re taken or gained. It is over and gone I missed the point, and making peace with it seems to me like dishonesty, like if I make peace with what I have openly excepted and allowed to happen then making peace with it feels wrong, I feel I have to gain (Gian) it back. This is fear of consequences, fearing facing the same point over and over till there is an ultimate price to pay, which will indefinably happen, equal effect.

TC = Time Creates

This is a fact not a fear factor.

The time I have now is here. I have to let go of the past and what I have accepted and allowed. I make peace with this; this is the only way with in common sense to move oneself again, stop, breath and forgives self.
I am equal to time. Time is my creation, I can only fear time if I am in separation of time.

I am the clock, a clock never stops moving, why am I not moving- separation, seeing time more than myself, giving into the idea of time,

I stop. Breath is the only key, stop the thoughts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall behind time, separating myself from time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from time, with in this fearing time seeing it
more than me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear time and see it more than myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see time more than myself, I am the creator of time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear taking self responsibility for myself with in time as time,
constantly moving

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear moving myself as time, never stopping, equal to time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear standing equal to time, seeing it as hard work

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist the fact that I have no choice to stand as time, the test of
time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have already lost within myself towards time, I stand up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take time for granted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to still worry about time, indicating fear and enslavement to time

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be a slave to time, not standing one and equal as time, in breath here as Life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to in time get lazy, participating in the mind, mental realities.
Quantum time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move myself with in quantum time in and as the mind, while in
the real reality the real time is creating, what I am missing and losing awareness of

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself, already creating the timeloop to face this point
again in time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to regret judging myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to out of fear do the self forgiveness, fearing the regret and
judgement will time loop me

I STOP here