The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss,

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss,

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation sensitivity and understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen~ Elizabeth Kubler Ross~”

This statement is a statement of self deception and a false view of reality and it comes from the ego.

So let us look at why this statement is self deception and a false view of reality and why it is ego?

First of all, this statement can only exist because a capitalistic system exists; we all know what capitalism is and how it works Right? 

Here is a quick update on the reality of it, straight forward. 

Capitalism is basically a system that allows people to abuse each other for their own gain and not just people but also the resources here on earth, and in the end money, people call this first comes first serve, the capitalistic system that we all accept and allow to exist is designed to abuse, to create haves and have not’s, to create struggling and to create loss. This is what we all have accepted to be normal and how it works, while really all we have to do is change the system.

Thus now we get back to the quote from above. 

If you read the quote quickly again...... then you will see that the people that is being referred to as being the most beautiful and all the other stuff  has known struggle and loss and have found their way out of dept, this is self deception because the being now places him/her self above the rest. Placing themselves as a false stamen that anyone can do this if they want – obvious ego..

While all that happened was the being had a lucky break, while million go through the exact same loss and struggle, this one made it out of the hole.

If you look at capitalism, there isn’t and can never be enough work for everyone to get out of the shit, this is common sense and anyone should see this. So it’s all a lie.  

This is deception because the being will now use this luck that they had to give the other millions that is still remaining in the same positions false hope, keeping them enslaved to their life situations and that they might one day also get out. Because of the way the being is presenting themselves now, as being as higher being and more, instead of telling the truth and that they were lucky and that it is a fucked up system and its abusive etc. 

The statement is ego, because the being that came out of the struggle and out of the loss and depths, will use the struggling and losses as experiences that they use to validate the reasons for why they have what they have now, such as money or a better life, while billions are still in the same shitty positions. 

So it becomes a point of like bragging about it, look what I had to go through to get what I have now, look what I had to get out of to have what I have now.

And this is really giving a false view of reality to the being self and to all of those that witnessed.

Slumdogmillionair (a Movie) is a perfect example..

The being that came out of the struggle and depths and losses will now have a view on reality that makes the being believe that if you struggle enough, if you lose enough and if you fall deep enough and you get out, you will have a better life, this causes the acceptance and allowance of abuse and thus validates struggling and loss and no one stands up but keep on struggling.  

All the while it is all got to do with luck (pre- programming), and money – nothing personally about the being self. 

So the only understanding and sensitivity these being have about life is that they were fucking lucky and that they have to really be careful, for what they do and say and how they live because they can lose it at any moment and end back in the struggling and depths and losses. 

So it is best that we look at the reality of all as one, because that is your math, if the world looks fucked (when you look at the whole picture) then it is fucked – do not create any delusions about it, stay real and do something about it. 

Be careful for these beautiful people, they will present something and you will deceive yourself if you believe what you want to see.

We need real people, does not matter what you went through or did not, a world in equality will come forth through common sense, self forgiveness and self honesty.

A Click of a mouse button

A Click of a mouse button

A little point that came to me this morning as I was going through all the posts and comments and photos on facebook about people of Desteni supporting each other.

I see now that how really important it is for Destonians to support each other, if it is by doing a simple thing such as liking a post they made (that is relevant though) or by placing a comment and showing the other that they are being affective or not or that they are standing as the group.

All the little simple things that will take only one breathe at a time from each destonian to support his fellow destonian that is standing for life and oneness and equality and to end all abuse. I mean it really is simple and it really is actually fun.

I looked at facebook this morning and at all the Destonians that is supporting each other and how we all are keeping each other here with in support such as liking a post, or commenting or simply giving a presence, if this wasn’t there then how many would have continued doing what they are doing.

This is what came to me while being on facebook, would I have kept doing what I am doing on the internet in spite of all the abuse and all the shit going on and all the support I got from others and so forth.

Would I be able to do exactly what i am now doing with the same manner and not change a thing if everything went in revere for me and that instead of people liking a post they would ignore it and not see, not hear and not give a fuck, and the only comment s that I would get would be to insult me, and then there would be no backup such as other destonians to assist and support.

It might be a small scenario but yet it shows one thing – How powerful a click of a mouse button really is, how much actually goes into each and every click you make and where you are making it count in every breath.

So Imagine a small group of only one hundred destonians and one hundred clicks a second from each and every one of them every time they are on the internet and every single click is counting for equality and ending all abuse, imagine a thousand and then ten thousand.

A click is a powerful thing if it is used correctly in breath for that which Matters and Counts.

I find no effort in doing one click on breath at a time; If I did I would have known there is a problem

Click

My Resistance to write/type is a lack of understanding.

I have come to see with myself that I have a resistance to typing and that I will easily give in to any other point of entertainment before typing, writing myself to freedom and to come to understand myself and this reality.

So i will now give to myself the understanding of why it is important to write and not create a resistance of any justification to why I cannot write or any reason of the mind, this is also a submission to the mind and the continuation of enslavement. Because I do not move myself to type or write means I am a slave to something ells that is moving and directing me.

Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist typing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see typing as taking my time where I could have done something ells such as watching a movie or looking at my internet channels,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get distracted from typing and writing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not time my day in such a way that I give myself the time and complete focus to write and type without any distractions to create reasons and justifications to not type.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get lazy and simply not type at all some times and say i will type tomorrow, and this never happens.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to keep on postponing myself with in typing and writing myself to freedom and to lay everything out for myself with in typing and writing so that I can have clear understandings on all the points I am facing and to move through all the points effectively and not mind fuck myself with in keeping the points with in my mind as a memorie that I will simply later on lose and cannot trust when I recall it as something that will come back as a fading memory and thus I go into assuming and guessing instead of direct here to the point with in clarification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on myself with in typing and writing for myself because I see that I have nothing new or more to say than what has already been said by others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to type and write about things that I assume other will find interesting and as entertaining to read, instead of writing for myself as myself to understand myself within the context of all life and what I have accepted and allowed to exist within and as me as all equally and one.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold back on typing and writing myself out on the fear that I will be seen as ridiculous and silly on what I might write bout.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and judge the writings that I want to write about but never do as silly or ridiculous and that I might not get feedback on it or tell anybody anything new that can assist and support them

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that everything that I write must only be interesting and entertain people.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to type and write myself to freedom from the starting point of doing it only for other, I allow myself to do it for myself as all one and equal as life here BREATHE

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to write and type from the starting point of wanting to support and assist others, i allow myself to write for myself to support and assist myself and all life one and equal as me here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that when I type about a point that It will not come out right as what I mean to say or that I might not be specific enough to the point.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have judged writing and typing as boring and only something for people that I have classified as nerds.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have separated myself from other people that I have classified as nerds and thus I have limited myself to freely type as they do through the fear of being seen as a nerd.

I will definitely type more..

I see within myself that I actually have a shit load to type about especially SF and being extremely specific with in every point that comes up while doing it.

I bottle up to much which leads to many other side effect that is consequences and is to late as a play out.

Breathe.