My Blog where I share my findings and my own process to transformation of myself and to stand one and equal as life, through self forgiveness and investigation, from my life to the world.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Daily facebook posts Nature and Us.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
What Industries will end with Equal Money?
2. A particular form or branch of economic or commercial activity: "the tourist industry"
Friday, August 19, 2011
Sugar farms and NO ANIMALS all around - equal money NOW.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Blog
Blog for equality.
Blog for that which is best for all.
Blog for a new world on earth.
Blog for heaven on earth.
Blog for the animals.
Blog for those that have no voice.
Blog for the end of abuse and suffering.
Blog about daily events that you never will read about in the newspaper.
Blog about how to take care of Pets the right way.
Blog about solutions that can change what is here into something that is best for all and help all life equally.
Blog for freedom.
Blog about something educational that school will never teach anyone that is relevant in the physical and in consideration of life.
Blog about Physical practical applications such as a building, digging a hole, planting a pole.
Blog about taking care of trees the right way that does not harm the environment or any being.
Blog about how you built something with your own hands.
Blog about animals in your environment and how they are and effecting you.
blog about changes that you see and experience in your life in relation to what is happening in the economy.
Blog about points you have faced and walked through in the physical through breathing and correcting yourself.
Blog about things that you have faced as consequences of choices you made in the past and why you learned from it.
Blog for equality and sharing information equally for all to have.
Blog about how you have found a wounded animals and took care of it till it was well again and all your methods.
Blog about how you hare taking care of your garden in an effective way that is practical and supportive for the whole environment such as Bugs, trees, animals and birds etc.
Blog about…. anything that is best for all and that support and assists all beings equally and that can be applied by all equally and that will not harm another but rather allow another to grow to learn to change and to see how to and understand.
standing in another's shoes as your own and walk it in Blogging.
I realized when i found a hurt little Birdie that i did not know how to take care of it, my first consideration was that there was people before me that has faced this exact point and they probably found practical ways on how to take care of the hurt birds at home.
I started searching the internet and I found a couple of points but they all were very vague and not clear because it was governmental pages and it did not help, they just say take it to the vet etc, but i live on a farm and the bird requires help now.
So i found a blog of someone and their personal experience they had and how they helped the birdie with feeding and nurturing etc.
It Help me a lot and I was grateful.
I realized then how I have with held so many practical points on how to do things in the physical when faced with the situations, and how so many other people might have been able to help themselves or get direction or be supported if only I took the time to share and…..
Blog for equality, love thy neighbor as thy self.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Baby Nile Monitor Lizards at desteni
Sunday, January 23, 2011
My Resistance to write/type is a lack of understanding.
I have come to see with myself that I have a resistance to typing and that I will easily give in to any other point of entertainment before typing, writing myself to freedom and to come to understand myself and this reality.
So i will now give to myself the understanding of why it is important to write and not create a resistance of any justification to why I cannot write or any reason of the mind, this is also a submission to the mind and the continuation of enslavement. Because I do not move myself to type or write means I am a slave to something ells that is moving and directing me.
Self Forgiveness
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist typing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see typing as taking my time where I could have done something ells such as watching a movie or looking at my internet channels,
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get distracted from typing and writing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not time my day in such a way that I give myself the time and complete focus to write and type without any distractions to create reasons and justifications to not type.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get lazy and simply not type at all some times and say i will type tomorrow, and this never happens.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to keep on postponing myself with in typing and writing myself to freedom and to lay everything out for myself with in typing and writing so that I can have clear understandings on all the points I am facing and to move through all the points effectively and not mind fuck myself with in keeping the points with in my mind as a memorie that I will simply later on lose and cannot trust when I recall it as something that will come back as a fading memory and thus I go into assuming and guessing instead of direct here to the point with in clarification.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on myself with in typing and writing for myself because I see that I have nothing new or more to say than what has already been said by others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to type and write about things that I assume other will find interesting and as entertaining to read, instead of writing for myself as myself to understand myself within the context of all life and what I have accepted and allowed to exist within and as me as all equally and one.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold back on typing and writing myself out on the fear that I will be seen as ridiculous and silly on what I might write bout.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and judge the writings that I want to write about but never do as silly or ridiculous and that I might not get feedback on it or tell anybody anything new that can assist and support them
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that everything that I write must only be interesting and entertain people.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to type and write myself to freedom from the starting point of doing it only for other, I allow myself to do it for myself as all one and equal as life here BREATHE
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to write and type from the starting point of wanting to support and assist others, i allow myself to write for myself to support and assist myself and all life one and equal as me here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that when I type about a point that It will not come out right as what I mean to say or that I might not be specific enough to the point.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have judged writing and typing as boring and only something for people that I have classified as nerds.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have separated myself from other people that I have classified as nerds and thus I have limited myself to freely type as they do through the fear of being seen as a nerd.
I will definitely type more..
I see within myself that I actually have a shit load to type about especially SF and being extremely specific with in every point that comes up while doing it.
I bottle up to much which leads to many other side effect that is consequences and is to late as a play out.
Breathe.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Animal Abuse
Today I had a cool experience with my horse Titan. (+- a year ago)
At horses which is at about 6 o’clock, I went into Titans stable and I started preparing his stable. I got his bedding in and his hay to eat, then after a while I heard foods ready and all the horses got excited, I went to fetch the food and took it to Titan. As Titan was eating I grabbed a brush and started brushing him, he swung out his right foot, (which I find amazing that he is able to do that) and he almost kicked me, I reacted with in that moment and got tired of this, he does this quite a lot, and with in me reacting I lost me here and I hit Titan with the brush and kicked his foot out of spitefulness, going through me how does that feel huh? This did not move him at ALL he just stood there and tried to kick me again.
I breathed and just continued brushing him, I was angry and experienced myself as being incapable to control my horse and that I am in danger now all the time, I brushed him with in fear, and I saw the point of why I am in fear now, because instead of breathing and seeing the point my horse is revealing to me with in that moment which was that I brushed him to get done with it not to actually be with him unconditionally.
And he stood by his point, not giving into me reacting towards him, I found that my horse as that moment was more directive and unconditional that what I will ever be this I experienced with in me.
After wards as I sat on the chair outside his stable and looked at him, he stared at me, and I went into questioning him, I stopped and I said okay Titan I forgive you. He had no after math of whoa I did something wrong like I did.
I sat there and all the sudden this point reveals to me in a single breath. A past question that I always asked myself came up, the question was- How can people abuse horses like they do, and how did people get to abuse my horse like this, if they did not abuse my horse he would not have been this way towards me. And then the present moment of what just happened came to me aligning with the past questions, where I now see how people got to the point of abusing horse (animals), fear and reactions, through this loosing self entirely and awareness, but still aware actually.
And then they act upon their specific believe of themselves and who they believe themselves to be, meaning if the horse dares to kick you, you will react because your ego has just been challenged by an animal which people see as less then themselves, this is the fear also, actually realizing that the state you as the human being exist as in this current moment is less than an animal and this can not be shown to anyone not even self, therefore you will attack the animal out of reaction and fear.
No matter the cost of what you do to the animal, the actions will be taken from the starting point of spitefulness or stimulation- the stimulation will be gaining that back which you feel you have just lost (Ego) so through stimulating the horse through abusing the horse as torturing, which will stimulate you as the human because you feel you are gaining revenge and power back.
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