My Blog where I share my findings and my own process to transformation of myself and to stand one and equal as life, through self forgiveness and investigation, from my life to the world.
Thursday, February 9, 2012
I am God. removing brainwashing.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Daily facebook posts Nature and Us.
We have, instead of living with nature removed nature completely out of our daily life’s and we have forgotten about it and became possessed with relationships and sex and money and greed and the newest technology and the newest looks that is socially accepted and all the BS!! And we are neglecting our planet, we are within this killing it and not slowly, BUT fucking fast. -
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Daily Facebook posts happiness
"Happiness" - all your life you search for smiles and joy, you search for something to make you happy, what does that tell you about the world - why is happiness something you must search for and find, is the world that fucking evil and cruel, and yet we can't admit it to each-other, the truth! and rather come to an agreement to change the world as it is today, so happiness is life and equally for all and not something out there for only those with money. why do we rather lie to each other daily saying we are happy, rather than saying lets change the world and the way we allow life to be. I say let's change it.... investigate Desteni and equal money..
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Life is too short to waste another minute on anyone or anything that do not make you happy
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Toxins a-brewing in joburg drinking water
Equal Life news report –
The Star Newspaper March 6 2011-03-06
Toxins a-brewing in joburg drinking water
Ok so first let’s look at common sense – All beings such as plants and animals and Humans such as yourself needs and must have water to drink, it is a basic need and necessity and a must and you exist out of 75% water. Water cannot be taken for granted and we cannot afford to fuck anything up with water related that will compromise or kill us or animals or plants etc..
Now here is the following news report.
The days of business as usual are over as acid mine drainage (AMD) becomes the environmental threat that places one of the highest price-tags on economic expansion.
LOL what does economics have to do with fixing water that is a MUST HAVE, a necessity to LIFE as it currently exist, economics must not even be in the picture, something like this must be fixed immediately with no cost, because once you put a price on having to fix TOXIC WATER that can and will kill millions of life forms and beings such as animals plants and even humans then you must know the humans is really dumb, stupid and have no level of intelligence because I mean, let me create a picture for you.
One million people are standing in front of a dam, the dam is green and full of toxic waste from mines that was created many years ago so men can make profit and be rich and they never took the basic common sense steps to purify the water they intoxicated and just left it to save their own money, so now these one million people standing in front of this dam all recognise the problem, one man says we have the way and the equipment to clean this water before we all are in danger of dying and killing millions of beings such as plants and animals, the other guy says: but we do not have enough money to buy the other guys equipment or hire it to fix the problem, the government’s budget is to tight – so our lives and the other millions of lives depends on the governments budget, the rest of the one million people agree that there isn’t enough money and they all just left and went back to their homes in hope that nothing to bad will happen, but all they had to do was decide together that they will fix this HUGE problem that effects them all that was there and do it at no cost but because it simply has to be done, no matter WHAT!!! There is no question about fixing a problem like this.
So here are the pieces they included in the article.
McCarthy says that AMD is the most serious environmental problem arising from coal mining since the first commercialised mine opened in 1864 in the Eastern Cape.
Now basically this AMD will spread throughout our country it is only a question of when, not if it will, because it will. It is happening and it is a reality but no one seems to grasp this yet. Because everyone is leaving this to the government to treat the problem, I mean our government is constantly in the news for stealing money and racism and frauds and bullshit, so how can everyone, even the smart and intelligent people with high and good degrees place blind faith and trust in these people to fix a problem that will cost lives and millions if not treated properly and immediately FUCK the BUDGET.
So people In Joburg known as Johannesburg will soon drink toxic water from mines that was closed off and left to become toxic waste, and now we will all bear the fruits of the greedy, because we accepted and allowed it and still are within the current money system to exist where stuff such as this is even possible,
this will not exist in a system that is best for all and where life, things such as water will be placed before money and no cost will ever be needed to fix a urgent problem at hand and economics will simply fly out the window – it’s useless it only postpone things and slow things down from happening, like ending world poverty.
A new Equal money system is the solution to all environmental fuck ups that we humans have inflicted on earth towards nature and animals and plants and killing them without any consideration except for the money that can be saved to not have to use the money to do really important things like protecting earth, but to spend the money rather on a new Ferrari or house.
Equal money will look after life as earth before any other crap that humans want to participate with in like giving a yellow rock more worth then a child starving and then where the rock is taken from with a lot of deaths and suffering the mines are left to intoxicate the earth and then back to where it started, The Human, killing the human. And now we have to decide together what will out decision be.
Will we for once in our life’s realize that money as it exist and have been for thousands of years, which by the way if you look around you have not improved anything but only created more slaves and brutal suffering, to end it and bring forth a solution to real evolution of man, equality.
Equal money as a monetary system that will provide all basic needs to all beings equally from birth till death and where there will simply be no budget to fix world problems because money will not have that power or that influence. World problems will simply be fixed. That simple
I see a system within an equal money system where there is an actual labour system that will take care of these type of situations without hesitation and without budget, because in an equal money system all the money that is needed will simply be given because it is electronic and no limit and as fast as a type of a button. This type of labour system will probably then only be temporary till all past shit has been taken care of, because in an equal money system stuff like this will never be able to be possible or to happen, first of all mines would not have to exist at all then, mines are only created to get minerals that has been given value by the majority and thus to make money.
In an equal money system you will only be able to make your own money through the hard work you put in, in time as labour for something that all benefits from equally. Like farming or making furniture of making bread etc.
Visit the equal money website and check out how the labour system will work (basic detail on the front page) and then you can see how this will be done in n effective immediate way.
Lets end the bullshit now. Together
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Mr nice and bad guy masks, SF
Mr nice and bad guy masks SF
Being the nice guy is being the bad guy.
I experience with myself that when I am being nice or polite to people I am accepting and allowing them to abuse me and to deceive me with in my own politeness and niceness, because once I have gone nice towards a person with in a conversation I cannot suddenly turn bad as being harsh and mean because I have already given them the permission to speak out their own opinion as if it is right and justifiable through being polite about the point in the beginning, thus i am literally fucking the point up from standing up and saying what makes common sense and to stop the abuse and self deception.
I have experienced this point a couple of times when talking-to people over facebook about religion and believes, I would start off with making a comment on the facebook page and someone would say that who am I to judge their religion or believe and then I would react with in seeing such comment and finding it as an attack and thus I go into being polite to not have to face the point of conflict.
So then I would say I am not judging i am simply revealing the deception and showing all common sense, and then the other person sees that I am being polite they use this as a way to see if they can convert me or get me to understand their ways and their opinions and then after they have replied back I cannot stand and say stop because this will cost the chance that that being has of seeing the Desteni message because of my irresponsible actions that I have taken within the moment of ego and energy.
So I see when I speak with people about something I have to simply breath and not go into nice or man or attacking of fleeing, I have to stand with in absolute with in what I am saying and as principal, I cannot use nice as a way to manipulate the situation because I have and will always be last and be taken advantage of, and I can also not YET become the bad, mean guy because I do this from a starting point of reaction and become possessed with the energies and this is where I lose control and might black out which I find happens.
Breath is at most important and to stay as breath and standing as the principal with in breath and only speaking the principal and living the principal is required and quite dame effective, wonderful I may add lol, I have done this within breath with in tight situations in town a few times and I have to say it is really effective. Oneness and equality and what is best for all, self honesty and common sense.
SF
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be the nice guy to be liked and to be able to have people manipulated to my will and what I want and need to get done, thus with in this possessed state I am also allowing the polarity to brew and grow within me as frustration and irritation and self hatred and anger because i believe to perceive that what I am getting for what I am giving is unfair, being nice but everyone is mean and dis respectful back to me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear simply to be here and act and direct with in self honesty with in common sense and that which is best for all, not trusting myself as breath
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust myself
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put on the mask of mister nice guy because of the lack of self trust and relying on hope that the mister nice guy mask will get things done for me
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself believe that the mister nice guy mask will get things done for me all the time and thus relying on hope instead of simply trusting myself and standing as me here within and as the principal.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live within the mind construct of hope and thus have created a mask that I can wear called mister nice guy that always hope his niceness will get things done for me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put my trust with in a programmed fake face that I have programmed myself through past experienced where the fake face worked and thus not place my trust with in the hope of that the fake face will work
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rely on memory and what I have experienced within the past as working for me as to using a fake face called mister nice guy face to manipulate the outcome of situations and hope for the best which is totally self deception because hope is a delusion and a self created comfort for the mind to hide behind instead of taking action and making something happen and work through self responsibility.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to identify myself and my self value and self trust as the mister nice guy mask that was designed and created from the starting point of lack of self trust and self value as life here one and equal.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to to use the self created mask called mister nice guy to abuse and to manipulate and to hide behind to not have to take self responsibility for this reality and what I have accepted and allowed to exist within this reality through money to have placed me within situations where I have to use such a mask.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself o fear letting go of the mister nice guy bullshitter face
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear who I am without the mister nice guy and mister bad guy faces.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear walking through the fears and insecurities that I have hidden and suppressed behind the mister nice guy mask and which i abuse through the mister bad ass mask.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear thorouging the mister nice guy mask away and allow myself to let others see who I really am without participating with in polarities as energy but as principal here one and equal.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the unknown once I have allowed myself to within moments when the point is here and representing itself to let go of the energy that frightens me and then I place my mister nice guy mask on to hide instead of facing self and taking self responsibility to breath through he point and stand with in and as the system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear not knowing who I am without my personality that protects me as the mister nice guy and mister mean bad guy masks.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that It will take effort to get through these points instead of simply breathing here
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the response of others and their reactions and what their reactions might be towards me
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have already created an idea with in my mind of how and who I will be without my mister nice guy and bad guy masks and thus I have already created another personality already to be a back up to hide my fears and insecurities.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create back up for in case I cannot stand, with in the in case I have already fallen within me and thus I am not breathing effectively and fearing the future moment and scenarios that might occur.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in the mind as if it is valid.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in future projection as ideas and self opinionated believe system that is designed and created according to my specific insecurities and fear to make it all sound valid and as if I will not make it and not stand,
I stop this
I allow myself to breath I am here
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the future
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create the fear of the future as a picture with in my mind according o what I want to fear to be able to validate my fear and thus participate with in the physical applications to avoid the fear and thus create it with in my reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder off from the point I am working on instead of staying focussed here to the point.
I allow myself to correct myself here one and equal
I breathe in, ....................................out