2012 This is the Line and possession with Self forgiveness.

In my mind I have created right and wrong, good and bad, instead of what is best for all life in all ways. 

Through this judgment in my mind as what is good and what is bad I have created a line, a invisible line that only exists in my mind. 

This line has two sides, one side is good, the other side is bad, and so I have designed myself according to what is good and what is bad through using this invisible line in my mind as a reference to when I am crossing the line or when I am just right, on the right side.

This line comes from my education as a child, what I can do and not do and I accordingly judged it as right and wrong, my parents and my teachers and my fellow beings that was all around me gave me their polarities on all the things in the world and so I took it on as my own. 

Through creating this line in my mind of what is good and what is bad I have created a demon within me.

This demon is like the police officer in my head, he stands guard all the time watching this line, and the scary thing is, he isn’t just watching what I am doing, he is watching what everything and everyone else is doing, every time someone crosses the line according to my judgments of good and bad the demon talks to me in the back of my head. 

He will tell me look, someone or something has crossed the line, you were never allowed to do that, how can they, it is wrong and they must be put in place, behind the line, there where it is good and save.

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the demon (this is actually just me talking to myself in my head and so I have created all the back chat and entities with in my through generating energy with in me through the judgments as positive and negative and so when the points come up the energy compounds and build up and I am possessed by it) 

And do the demon will talk to me and give all reasons and justifications and opinions to me why it is crossing the line, mostly the demon will use things that he knows will get me to react, things like my own personal experiences that I had in the past and use that as reference, this will end up validating what the demon is saying about someone/thing crossing the line. 

I will get over whelmed with the energies that is worked up inside of me about someone or something crossing the line, I will end up in some moments when I am not breathing and doing self forgiveness to go into it and I will have no control, the entity as the demon will act. 

Here is a example to set it all into perspective.  

As A child I was thought through being yelled at and getting spanked to not mess with my food, so when I eat food it must all be on my plate, I must not spill the rice or the sauces or anything off the plate onto the floor, I have to sit straight and keep my elbows off the table.

This created a line for me, one example of many, I knew that if I stepped over the line than that would mean big shit and so I created good and bad, what is right and wrong with in only that one point in my life.

So now I live my life according to what I was thought and so judge myself and everything and everyone around me if they are doing it as I have to or not.

So now that I am older and grown up I have learned to see this as the only way, I have learned that this is the right way, I have learned that if you do not stay behind the line you will get punished through getting yelled at or getting smacked and afterwards you will be told why, maybe, only sometimes, mostly people will only say – DON’T MESS.. Why? I did not know.

So I would walk in the house and I would see the dogs got their food, they represent the child in me before the brainwashing and mind control was set in, I see they got bones and rice to eat, it is all nicely in a bowl, but I see the dogs take out their bones and go eat it on the floor or on the beds, My first thought is “don’t mess” I react and go to the dog and grab the bone and place it back into the bowl, I get angry that the rice is now all over the floor and want to correct them, I do not know how as it is already too late. 

I feel irritated by the dogs messing everywhere, they have crossed the line. I believe now that the dogs need to be disciplined, they need to get yelled at or smacked for doing this. 

I did not do anything and stepped away and left it as it is, I realized I had no idea what just happened, they are dogs, they do not have the morality we have and aren’t limited to it as we are, they live in innocence and have no concept of what the fuck I am reacting to, getting possessed about. 

I have now realized it is all about money, if money was never a problem, food would have never ben a problem in this world and thus it would never have been a problem for me to enjoy myself with my food that looks like messing it and I would never have and to get yelled at or smacked for it, I do understand now why it was done onto me, but I have to take self responsibility for myself to not continue the sins of the fathers. 

I apply Self forgiveness. 
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a line with in my mind and projecting it out into my reality and through this act and behave, instead of simply living with in common sense and practicality with in what is best for all life. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only act on the idea I have created about the line in my head and not to stop and question the line in my head and why I have this specific believe that the line is made to not gross or else. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place a policeman in my head to check at all times when I am crossing the line or not and to keep me in check and never questioning where it comes from and if it is best for all life or simply a program running in my head to keep me limited and enslaved to the mind. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react and get angry and irritated with others or things when I perceive that they are crossing the line.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react when I see others crossing the line that I have created in y mind because I feel insecure that I was never allowed to do it and now here they are doing it. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel the need to punish and limited others as I was punished and limited to not cross the line so that I do not have to feel insecure or left out.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge others as bad when they are crossing the line according to where I have set the invisible line in my mind and to react and act on my judgments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want and desire to place others under my control of the invisible line so that I can feel in control of the line and that no one will cross it as I do not cross it. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear crossing the line and to see what lies on the other side with in self honesty and what is best for all life, realizing it isn’t about what is good and what is bad but rather what is common sense and best for all life. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear punishment if I cross the line.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear punishment from authorities if I dare cross the line.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create the line in my mind and to project it onto others in my world to have a make believe control over them so I can feel better about myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to keep the invisible line in my head as a way to keep me save and from facing my fears of conflict and realizing that there isn’t anything on the other side but me and my past experiences. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that what was done onto me must be done onto others as it must have been right, why else would it have been done onto me, thus realizing that I was actually abused and if I should do this onto another as me I will only abuse them as I was.

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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to do onto others as what was done onto me just so that I do not have to live alone in my own limitations, realizing that I can stand up from and with in it and change who I am through showing me the way it was created and applying self forgiveness to give back to me a new way to start with understanding this time. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear others from stepping over the line and that they will get punished as I did, fearing their punishment, and through this fear  try and prevent it through abusing them first with my punishment towards them believing my punishment is better than someone else’s at least, not as bad as it would have been for them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify my abuse towards others through making it sound nicer to myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify my limitations and believe through placing it on others to convince them it is real as I was convinced it was real through punishment and abuse. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear punishment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being punished for something hat is seemed as wrong and not right according to the line I and society have created for ourselves as limitations with in the current limited monetary system of enslavement and control. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame and judge the monetary system for why I am not changing it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame the past for who I am now, realizing that I can see in the past what happened to create what is here through my acceptance and allowance and thus I have to take self responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to control everything in my reality according to this line.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get angry when I see someone else cross the lien and I am not allowed to.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am not allowed to cross the line, 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as bad if I cross the line. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being bad and not normal when I cross the line. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the line in my head of what is good and what is bad and the consequences it may bring.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give the line value according to past experiences that I can use to justify as being valid and real.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see the line as holy and must never be tested or questioned, realizing that if I question the line I can set myself free with common sense and self honesty and live that which is best for all and not in fear of a line in my head.

It is not your inner voice, Demon/Angel possession

Let us take a quick look at the following statement below of what some people say to others. 

“Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. There is no reason not to follow your heart..:)” 

 I will explain why this is Demon/angel possession and is not your inner voice, but the voice of separation deception taught to you... 

Why Demon/Angel you may ask, because demons and angels are polarities of each other, the good and the bad, the dark and the light. 

And it is so that we all have the inner voice inside of us that is not us, but voices from somewhere else that is either bad or good according to what we were taught by our parents/teachers or any other being that we took their words for. 

These voices usually come from memory of the past from things we were taught or heard and took it as our own and now it is floating around in our heads like demons and angels waiting for the opportunity to come out and say something. 

E.g.: your parent’s tell you what is right, with in telling you what is right you can see what is wrong, they do not necessarily have to teach you that vice versa, their words will become entities in your head as thoughts and voices, you talking to you. 

I had this as a child and when I got older, but I specifically remember it when I was young and the programming was happening rapidly through this is right and this is wrong. My mother will say I am not allowed to say the word fuck because it is a bad word, I say fuck she slaps me and say it’s a bad word, now next time I want to say fuck a voice comes up in my head that says, it is a bad word. This was/is my mother’s voice that is now in my head and I am actually speaking it now as her. 

Now the fascinating thing is that this is only one of the things I remember, but I can say that everything I know I was taught by my parents and other people, before they all taught me stuff I can’t remember having a voice in my head before that. 

So what was my voice then before I got all the stuff from others which was what is good and what is bad etc, my angels and demons were created. Instead of common sense and self honesty.

Now I have these angels and demons in my head walking around with me judging and criticizing everything and even gossiping with each other, No this Yes that, this is bad this is good, and so the voices go on believing they are mine.

This is in fact possession, 

Why is it possession? Because you have now accepted and allowed the voice in your head to make the decisions for you as you were taught between right and wrong and that became your angels and demons, you now walk with these angels and demons around in the world with other beings. 

Now you hear someone saying the word fuck, and your angel in your head says to you, that is a bad word, and there you are possessed by your angel, because as we have seen in many cases in this world how people will do the sickest things to others because their angels or demons had something to say about something an then acted on it as if it was real. 

Because there are an energy change behind it all we get possessed by the energy, for instance within the angel possession you might hear someone say fuck and you react and the voice says, that is a bad word, and you are all charged up and feel you have to correct the being and you will try and do something like correcting the being, this will fail or not but it will definitely feed the possession, the energy in this case can become self-rightcious. 

Because as a child you were not allowed to say fuck because you were told it was a bad word you now feel you have to in a way punish everyone else who uses the word fuck and this is your angel/demon possession.

So basically everyone is daily possessed by their angel/demon voices and that is not their one but has accepted it as if it is their own, all it really is, is the words of someone else that you have repeated so many times in your head that you started believing it was you that said it, 

So we can see that this is actually the voice of separation and deception taught to you... 

What would your inner voice have been if no one ever taught you anything, would you even have an inner voice, is evil created through the teachings of what is good and right. Vice verse. 

I am now in the process of stopping my inner voice and what is good and bad and the separation and self deception through taking self responsibility for this voice and realizing that it is me participating in it that makes it real and not that it is real in fact. 

What is real in fact is what is here in and as the physical. Do we need to be taught not to kill others to not kill others, No. 

It is through the voices in our heads that was created though teachings and what we were taught that we kill and killing happens because the voices become separation, deception and end up as possessions. 

No voices means none of the above. 

My voice is the voice of common sense and self honesty, I breathe and stop all thoughts, all voices and focus on the physical and what is real and practical with in what is best for all life as life.

For this no good and no bad is needed and thus no inner voices.

Speaking in tongues.

Ok so I have had the opportunity to go to the flat in town to have some good internet and there I had the chance to watch some YouTube videos when i had the time, after doing my videos and ratings and all the things to support my fellow Destonians and the message of equality.

I watched a video about children going to church and how they are forced to believe in god and jesus, right after their moms told them to stop playing with imaginary friends that isn’t there they took them to the church to introduce them to their imaginary friends, and in a brutal way.

They were shouting and screaming at the children how sinful they are and that only jesus can save them and the children was crying and they were going on about how harry potter is a war lord and that in the old/new testament harry potter would have been put to death on the spot.

They were bombing these little children with fear and sin and things they haven’t even conceived of doing and that they have done it and must ask for forgiveness.

Now they get to the point where they will clear the children of all the sins and bullshit they haven’t done yet, basically after they put all of the crap onto the children, all the fears and all the wrongs and all the bad and all the things that isn’t good, they say ok, now let’s talk in tongues to clear ourselves, how cleaver, create the problem to fix it to look like it was the work of god to create your own little soldiers.

Because at the end of the video the children is dressed in army cloths and the women screams war, this means war, and we are fighting for Jesus. 

Anyway when they all talk in tongues the basically just make sounds and random sounds that comes first to the tongue, nothing special and then they place emotion into it to make it seem real, al, the emotions that the adults just before placed in them, they bring it out through screaming and shouting and humming in tongues and then cry and say please god, jesus forgive me. 

And then they the adults who does this say, there are 2 kinds of people, those that believe and Jesus and those that don’t.

It is funny that all Christians that i have met says the same, that they are the true Christians and that they way they are doing it is the right way, and then they have their justifications, and now if any Christian reads this they will say, yes but those are not the right Christians, they are only taking advantage and power, well they can say the same about you.

I say stop this BULLSHIT – ALL RELIGIONS, and let’s get real to that which we all have in common. Life.

The physical reality that which we are made of, the dust of the universe. Atoms.

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