Fear of unfairness

Fear of unfairness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear unfairness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that something unfair will be given to me to do or participate with in.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that I will suffer more than others and thus there will be no fairness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take it personal when someone asks me to do something for them and see it as unfair.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have thoughts of justifications when something is asked of me to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify the unfairness of the situations through comparing what is being done by all and that it should be equal,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that someone will come up to me and ask me to do something for them (people) while I am resting and seeing it as unfair,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not breathe affectively when I face the points of unfairness and thus go into a constant resistance to assist and support people unconditionally because I have already judged everything that is going to happen to me as unfair.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to cause and create pain for myself through constantly living in fear of unfairness towards me and no one ells but only me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be and exist within such limited self mind possession and thus I am constricted to move myself and to express myself because I fear that once I do soothing for someone I will be accepting the unfairness in this reality

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that there is no such thing in this reality as fairness and that the fact that I justify why everything that I do for others is as unfair is that I am not considering all but only my own mind bubble of self rightsiousness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold it against the world when I feel something unfair has just happened to me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse myself through going into the mind for every little point that I judge as unfair and going into a complete mind fuck about it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing me to not consider that there can not exist anything such as fairness with in a system where child prostitution exist and child slavery.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel abused when someone asks me to make them coffee for them but they will never do itself and thus I see it as unfair that they always ask me but not eh other people, thus I go in comparison and I abuse myself through possessing myself with this energy of fear for the next moment and that it might also be unfair and thus I create this cycle of self abuse with in feeling everything done onto me is unfair, living in fear and anxiety.

I forgive myself or accepting and allowing myself to see and create a feeling with energy within myself of unfairness every time I feel life is getting a bit harder for me, and judge it all as only getting harder for me and that everything is deliberately coming for me to make things unfair for me, living in complete self interest and no consideration for life and everything others is constantly enduring with in unfairness.

I forgive myself no not breath and live here in each moment unconditional.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condition everything that I feel is happening only to me and no one ells as a self projection onto myself, which is in fact not real but only of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as the mind as unfairness and fairness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give power to the thoughts that I allow and create within myself to possess me and to have power over me. I allow myself to breath in moments of thought till I am clear and move myself as here one and equal as all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing me to abuse myself with in creating self rightsciousness fairness and unfairness and accordingly react and move myself. Allowing myself to abuse myself with in the possessed state.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in such behaviour that is not best for all and only with in self interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stop this self interest and only live that which is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate blindly with in energy and feelings and emotions and thoughts, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself believe that I am the energy, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself through believing the mind and what it presents to me as something worth my time to ponder on and consume myself with.

I stop this self abuse.

I allow myself to breath when I face the same points.

I allow myself to change in the moment of breath.

I allow myself to quite this addiction of what is fair and what is not.

Breathe, effectively here.

Arguments with or around people

Arguments with people and being in the same area of people having arguments.

I see that I lock myself out of the conversation because I fear I might look stupid
I also lock myself out of the argument because i fear speaking up
I lock myself out of the conversation because I feel that I might hurt someone or go totally against their opinion
I also Lock myself out of the argument because I feel I cannot rust myself to be self honest with in what I am going to say
I also lock myself out of the argument when I see it is going nowhere and I feel I have the answer for them but I am not willing to share my side with them because they all have now locked themselves totally within their opinions about the subject through logic and reason
I also do not feel like arguing with the beings because I do not feel like walking about where I have just made myself feel less and dishonest
I also did not participate with in the argument because of how I know myself to access energies and run wild with what I am saying going into being possessed that other beings will accept what I say as the right thing, and I will defend my opinion and disapprove of theirs. EGO

All this requires is Breath that will cost you nothing lol

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lock myself out of conversations because I feel les than the conversation that is taking place

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself less than the conversation that is taking place

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear conversations

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear facing myself with in conversations

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear creating arguments

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to to fear looking stupid with ina conversation

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear stupidity

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear joining a argument because I believe I am not equipped for
the argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have to be equipped for an argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to forget about breath with in an argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge the argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compaire myself with the argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear losing with in an argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to win an argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play a game with in arguing

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play games of arguments with in my own delusions of the mind
as real

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by the mind as knowledge and information within
an argument and not keeping it simple common sense

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself with the beings and what they are saying within the argument, measuring if I am able to join or say out

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to access fight or flight with in arguments after comparing myself
with other beings and the argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel inferior to other being

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel dishonest with in standing up against another beings
opinion challenging them,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not clear my starting point with in joining an argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire looking smart and intelligent with in an argument, hiding
my actual fear as who I really am with in the argument

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be fearful of arguments

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel I have to decide my words carefully with in an argument, not
speaking unconditionally with in breath as life one and equal

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not breath

Rushing self, Not breathing

Rushing myself for others, because of the believe that I have to prove myself and show that I can do this immediately.
Instead stop, breath, move self here as the physical in breath in common sense which is best for all.
Also with in rushing myself I have found that I fuck up a lot according to what I see as fucking up, and immediately judge myself.
Instead breath stop, learn the lesson and do not take anything for granted, stop judgement, move self, forgive self unconditionally
The only solution is breath


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself for others, indicating self dishonesty participating in
the mind instead of here breathe

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move myself for others according to the believe of I have to

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have to rush myself

I allow myself to slow down for myself, till I can completely trust myself in the physical as breath, not rushing and in that take things for granted and ‘fuck up’

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel I have to rush myself to prove myself to others
What is there to prove? The point of look at me I can do this immediately, and the right way. Fear of mistakes

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself with in the fear of making a mistake, believing if I do it fast I will keep it simple and practical.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself with in the starting point of fear, nervousness, anxiety, and stress

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move myself according to the emotion, feeling, and thoughts I am having.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take things for granted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be gentle with myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear fucking up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge the point of fucking up, instead of seeing it as unconditional support and assistance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have defined certain things in my life as fucking up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from all the points that I fear fucking up within,
never taking these points into confederation unconditionally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself believing with in rushing myself I will void all the points’ witch I fear fucking up with in

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create polarity within the point of making mistakes or fucking up, seeing other things I do as right and as not fucking up, living in the save zone, creating an unsaved zone lol

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as polarity, rushing and slowing, instead of just breath here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move myself separate from all other things, wich is rushing

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself with in comparison to other things and beings

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself with in the starting point of comparing myself to
others

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself with in wanting to prove to myself that I am better
than another being

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rush myself with in fear of being less than another being

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live within separation of another being, fearing the being and
feeling I have to prove myself to that person, which I than access rushing through nervousness, and making a
mistake is inevitable.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear slowing down for me, because I fear not trusting myself
with in slowing down, as getting things done

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear slowing down

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that trust is within moving fast or slowing down, instead
realizing self as trust with in all that is here in breath

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have created an idea about slowing down, seeing slowing
down as not being able to get to all the things that needs to get done

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from time and all that needs to get done, wit in
this I have already lost

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see it as losing when not being able to get all tasks done in
time.

I stop, BREATH

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to realize self here in breath through rushing self, rushing self will
only leave self in judgement, not taking all into consideration.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take things for granted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move as the mind, quantum time, which will only resemble in
self dishonesty as life

I stop

I allow myself to slow down for myself

I allow myself to not take things for granted

Breath