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Showing posts with label bad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad. Show all posts

Saturday, October 15, 2011

It is not your inner voice, Demon/Angel possession

Let us take a quick look at the following statement below of what some people say to others. 

“Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. There is no reason not to follow your heart..:)” 

 I will explain why this is Demon/angel possession and is not your inner voice, but the voice of separation deception taught to you... 

Why Demon/Angel you may ask, because demons and angels are polarities of each other, the good and the bad, the dark and the light. 

And it is so that we all have the inner voice inside of us that is not us, but voices from somewhere else that is either bad or good according to what we were taught by our parents/teachers or any other being that we took their words for. 

These voices usually come from memory of the past from things we were taught or heard and took it as our own and now it is floating around in our heads like demons and angels waiting for the opportunity to come out and say something. 

E.g.: your parent’s tell you what is right, with in telling you what is right you can see what is wrong, they do not necessarily have to teach you that vice versa, their words will become entities in your head as thoughts and voices, you talking to you. 

I had this as a child and when I got older, but I specifically remember it when I was young and the programming was happening rapidly through this is right and this is wrong. My mother will say I am not allowed to say the word fuck because it is a bad word, I say fuck she slaps me and say it’s a bad word, now next time I want to say fuck a voice comes up in my head that says, it is a bad word. This was/is my mother’s voice that is now in my head and I am actually speaking it now as her. 

Now the fascinating thing is that this is only one of the things I remember, but I can say that everything I know I was taught by my parents and other people, before they all taught me stuff I can’t remember having a voice in my head before that. 

So what was my voice then before I got all the stuff from others which was what is good and what is bad etc, my angels and demons were created. Instead of common sense and self honesty.

Now I have these angels and demons in my head walking around with me judging and criticizing everything and even gossiping with each other, No this Yes that, this is bad this is good, and so the voices go on believing they are mine.

This is in fact possession, 

Why is it possession? Because you have now accepted and allowed the voice in your head to make the decisions for you as you were taught between right and wrong and that became your angels and demons, you now walk with these angels and demons around in the world with other beings. 

Now you hear someone saying the word fuck, and your angel in your head says to you, that is a bad word, and there you are possessed by your angel, because as we have seen in many cases in this world how people will do the sickest things to others because their angels or demons had something to say about something an then acted on it as if it was real. 

Because there are an energy change behind it all we get possessed by the energy, for instance within the angel possession you might hear someone say fuck and you react and the voice says, that is a bad word, and you are all charged up and feel you have to correct the being and you will try and do something like correcting the being, this will fail or not but it will definitely feed the possession, the energy in this case can become self-rightcious. 

Because as a child you were not allowed to say fuck because you were told it was a bad word you now feel you have to in a way punish everyone else who uses the word fuck and this is your angel/demon possession.

So basically everyone is daily possessed by their angel/demon voices and that is not their one but has accepted it as if it is their own, all it really is, is the words of someone else that you have repeated so many times in your head that you started believing it was you that said it, 

So we can see that this is actually the voice of separation and deception taught to you... 

What would your inner voice have been if no one ever taught you anything, would you even have an inner voice, is evil created through the teachings of what is good and right. Vice verse. 

I am now in the process of stopping my inner voice and what is good and bad and the separation and self deception through taking self responsibility for this voice and realizing that it is me participating in it that makes it real and not that it is real in fact. 

What is real in fact is what is here in and as the physical. Do we need to be taught not to kill others to not kill others, No. 

It is through the voices in our heads that was created though teachings and what we were taught that we kill and killing happens because the voices become separation, deception and end up as possessions. 

No voices means none of the above. 

My voice is the voice of common sense and self honesty, I breathe and stop all thoughts, all voices and focus on the physical and what is real and practical with in what is best for all life as life.

For this no good and no bad is needed and thus no inner voices.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Mr nice and bad guy masks, SF

Mr nice and bad guy masks SF

Being the nice guy is being the bad guy.

I experience with myself that when I am being nice or polite to people I am accepting and allowing them to abuse me and to deceive me with in my own politeness and niceness, because once I have gone nice towards a person with in a conversation I cannot suddenly turn bad as being harsh and mean because I have already given them the permission to speak out their own opinion as if it is right and justifiable through being polite about the point in the beginning, thus i am literally fucking the point up from standing up and saying what makes common sense and to stop the abuse and self deception.

I have experienced this point a couple of times when talking-to people over facebook about religion and believes, I would start off with making a comment on the facebook page and someone would say that who am I to judge their religion or believe and then I would react with in seeing such comment and finding it as an attack and thus I go into being polite to not have to face the point of conflict.

So then I would say I am not judging i am simply revealing the deception and showing all common sense, and then the other person sees that I am being polite they use this as a way to see if they can convert me or get me to understand their ways and their opinions and then after they have replied back I cannot stand and say stop because this will cost the chance that that being has of seeing the Desteni message because of my irresponsible actions that I have taken within the moment of ego and energy.

So I see when I speak with people about something I have to simply breath and not go into nice or man or attacking of fleeing, I have to stand with in absolute with in what I am saying and as principal, I cannot use nice as a way to manipulate the situation because I have and will always be last and be taken advantage of, and I can also not YET become the bad, mean guy because I do this from a starting point of reaction and become possessed with the energies and this is where I lose control and might black out which I find happens.

Breath is at most important and to stay as breath and standing as the principal with in breath and only speaking the principal and living the principal is required and quite dame effective, wonderful I may add lol, I have done this within breath with in tight situations in town a few times and I have to say it is really effective. Oneness and equality and what is best for all, self honesty and common sense.

SF

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be the nice guy to be liked and to be able to have people manipulated to my will and what I want and need to get done, thus with in this possessed state I am also allowing the polarity to brew and grow within me as frustration and irritation and self hatred and anger because i believe to perceive that what I am getting for what I am giving is unfair, being nice but everyone is mean and dis respectful back to me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear simply to be here and act and direct with in self honesty with in common sense and that which is best for all, not trusting myself as breath

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put on the mask of mister nice guy because of the lack of self trust and relying on hope that the mister nice guy mask will get things done for me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make myself believe that the mister nice guy mask will get things done for me all the time and thus relying on hope instead of simply trusting myself and standing as me here within and as the principal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live within the mind construct of hope and thus have created a mask that I can wear called mister nice guy that always hope his niceness will get things done for me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put my trust with in a programmed fake face that I have programmed myself through past experienced where the fake face worked and thus not place my trust with in the hope of that the fake face will work

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rely on memory and what I have experienced within the past as working for me as to using a fake face called mister nice guy face to manipulate the outcome of situations and hope for the best which is totally self deception because hope is a delusion and a self created comfort for the mind to hide behind instead of taking action and making something happen and work through self responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to identify myself and my self value and self trust as the mister nice guy mask that was designed and created from the starting point of lack of self trust and self value as life here one and equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to to use the self created mask called mister nice guy to abuse and to manipulate and to hide behind to not have to take self responsibility for this reality and what I have accepted and allowed to exist within this reality through money to have placed me within situations where I have to use such a mask.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself o fear letting go of the mister nice guy bullshitter face

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear who I am without the mister nice guy and mister bad guy faces.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear walking through the fears and insecurities that I have hidden and suppressed behind the mister nice guy mask and which i abuse through the mister bad ass mask.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear thorouging the mister nice guy mask away and allow myself to let others see who I really am without participating with in polarities as energy but as principal here one and equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the unknown once I have allowed myself to within moments when the point is here and representing itself to let go of the energy that frightens me and then I place my mister nice guy mask on to hide instead of facing self and taking self responsibility to breath through he point and stand with in and as the system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear not knowing who I am without my personality that protects me as the mister nice guy and mister mean bad guy masks.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that It will take effort to get through these points instead of simply breathing here

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the response of others and their reactions and what their reactions might be towards me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have already created an idea with in my mind of how and who I will be without my mister nice guy and bad guy masks and thus I have already created another personality already to be a back up to hide my fears and insecurities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create back up for in case I cannot stand, with in the in case I have already fallen within me and thus I am not breathing effectively and fearing the future moment and scenarios that might occur.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in the mind as if it is valid.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in future projection as ideas and self opinionated believe system that is designed and created according to my specific insecurities and fear to make it all sound valid and as if I will not make it and not stand,

I stop this

I allow myself to breath I am here

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the future

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create the fear of the future as a picture with in my mind according o what I want to fear to be able to validate my fear and thus participate with in the physical applications to avoid the fear and thus create it with in my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder off from the point I am working on instead of staying focussed here to the point.

I allow myself to correct myself here one and equal

I breathe in, ....................................out