Following your excitement is the shortest, fastest, straightest path.

OK so many people claim that this is the way, following only what excites you, and this way you will have a successful happy life.

first look at what makes it possible for something such as excitement to exist, a polarity point is needed. The polarity is boredom/apathy/absence of energy anyone of them. 

And obviously something in your life is creating both point of polarity as the root cause

So people that follow their excitement has a polarity existent somewhere in their life, this causes people to go to the limits, to try things to cheer them up and make them happy, usually people that are board and seeking excitement/energy – just like a drug addict that needs his next hit, will do anything for it. 

And as you always follow only what excites you, you will run out of thing that excites you, again just like a drug addict, first you start with weed, and then you go to stronger drugs. 

The excitement becomes a addition, and when the excitement isn’t here, you will experience the polarity in either one of the following boredom/apathy/absence of energy. And you do not want to experience the polarity; you have identified it as being bad, that something is wrong with you. So you seek the next point of excitement. 

At this point you are looking for a higher drug of excitement to suppress that which cause the polarity – the cause usually being Money, system life in general such as your job, your family problems, your relationships, and all your fears you walk around with. 

The excitement makes you forget all about it for a few moments. 

So as we can see, excitement is but only a way to hide and to not have to face the fear, the apathy or any other cause for it all. 

Excitement usually leads to a short path and a fast one, that part is correct but not as you would like it to be, many people die of heart attacks through the highs and lows of energy in the extremes that people participate with in, feeling board the one moment and in fear and the next you are jumping of building to follow the excitement, this is a electrical shock to the body and will cause harm in time. 

I myself used to do this, usually I found myself to be bored and wanted to do something that makes me feel alive, I used to go find the excitement in new relationships, first the hunt, then the catch, then letting the catch go, then again and again, I started developing heart problems from all the stress and tension I gained through all the moment s of excitements, and I was but 19 years old back then. 

I stopped this point of excitement later on as I gained the understanding of the polarities and how I am a slave to the energy of it, I applied Self Forgiveness on both points, the positive and negative. I realized with in this after applying the Self Forgiveness that I remain, with no energy, so I found that I could still exists without the energy and enjoy myself here as the physical one and equal. 

I searched for the excitement to feel alive mainly, not realizing that I am life and only yet, have to realize it.

I still find myself when in a state of fear or apathy that i go into excitement to suppress it, I usually take a quick run, or jump into the pool while its ice cold, or I play extremely with the dogs. I saw it as a release of getting rid of the fear etc, but in fact was simply suppressing it and putting more layers over it. 

So following your excitement as the shortest, fastest, straightest path is self deception as it is separation and enslavement to two polarities. 

The real point is to look at why you seek excitement and why you desire to rather suppress the apathy and boredom and fear, rather than changing the actual points that put the polarities into play. 

Even if you cannot now immediately change your life situation with money or family or whatever it is you hide from within extreme energy such as excitement (remember it’s no different from drugs), you can and must always first start with yourself. 

Because many people believe it is what you do that determines who you are. 

But in fact through actual physical consideration it cannot work like that, because for you to do something it must already exist within you, thus it is who you are that determines what you do.

So clear the inside, and the outside will clear through your application in time in the physical as the physical functions one and equal. 

I started with Desteni and the Desteni I process and on the Desteni forums through sharing reading and applying self forgiveness and reading the material there on how energy works and enslavement and the design of the human as systems and programming.

Sugar fuels/causes anxiety - Parrots reveal!!

We have 5 African Grey parrots here on the farm and we take care of them with specific diets and foods, as we all should know if you are feeding your African grey or any parrot for that only seeds in a bag you are killing our bird, you must do your own homework and research on what your parrot requires as a diet and then test it out, see what reactions you get from the bird with the diet and then change it if necessary, do not be a fool. 

So what did we see through the Parrots twice now, we keep them on a diet that is specific with in their requirements as in they sit most of the time in cages and come out three times a day, thus they do not need to use much energy as they are not moving around or flying for that matter, thus the energy consumption and diet must be fitting.

We give them vegetables and sprouts from all kinds of seeds that they can eat, sprouts take out the energy that is stored inside each seed and lessens it, and we give them pellets that we buy from the vet with specific ingredients that they require in their bodies, most people only buy their birds the cheap bulk pack of seed that is super full of fun packed energy.

Point 1)

 

So here is what the parrots have shown us. And interestingly enough I tested it for myself as well and it did change a lot of things, my anxiety levels went down a lot and I could move more freely. Sugar is like a fuel for anxiety. Anxiety is/might  already be in side of us as what we accept and allow and when we consume sugar we are fuelling the anxiety and intensifying it, because like parrots in a cage we have nowhere to let it all out, we either sit at home or we sit at work or we do something that is confined in a certain space, so we get bored and we consume a lot of products during the day, not really giving a shit what’s in it but we love it, so as we consume we fuel more than just our bellies but we actually give more fuel to the fiery anxiety that is inside us.

So we gave the parrots a lot of sunflower seeds and peanuts and all the good stuff for months in the beginning and we thought we were helping them to enjoy themselves and then as we all know things over time accumulates and consequences form/take place and the parrots started to get really hyperactive, being hyperactive is a sign of letting out anxiety and anxiety is built up from a lot of energy that got built up inside and that has no let out so to say.

So the parrots became really bad, they started reacting to everything, all the small things and big thing and all the noise they could hear and they would simply jump and crash into the windows and hurt themselves and they would constantly fight, they were really not doing well, so we had to start putting them in the cages even more before they hurt themselves. 

We asked ourselves but why? This led to the whole diet change and we saw that we were giving them a shit load of sugar (the food the pet shop suggested). They were constantly in survival mode and fight or flight mode, we changed the diet to fit their environment and their way of life and after a few weeks they calmed down extensively, we could take them out and they would be fine, we could make loud noises and we could do things we usually could not do and they would not react and be fine, they did not have all the anxiety/energy that was stuck inside them. 

So after a while we got comfortable with all the things and I started getting okay with giving them more peanuts and sun flower seeds and not long after that they were back at it again, crashing into windows and the floors and going all nuts, fighting each other for no reasons and really just doing things that was random and really unnecessary from our point of view, but they needed to get rid of the energy because it turns into anxiety, 

Point 2) 

it’s like eating a lot of sugar and not working it out physically and then it turns into a feeling/emotion because the body is under stress and thus you have anxiety and do not know where the fuck it comes from, you simply have it, then you start going into irrational thinking of what this anxiety might be, but maybe you have to much sugar in you. (chemicals)

Or it can intensify what you already have and make it worse, thus people get anxiety attacks and sudden heart attacks and whatever there is. 

I tested it for myself I cut out all sugar except for my coffee and the coke I drink but I dropped all sweets and all good and nice stuff for a couple of months and I realized I was calm inside, I then had my regular anxieties to deal with. And take them out. 

So the parrots was a quite clear indication to this because with more sugar the specifically reacted more on survival things such as fight or flight, not playing more and being more happy, but a negative outflow and not positive so to say. – Thus anxiety related and tested it on myself. 

So if you have anxiety problems and you are blaming everything but not looking at what chemicals you are pouring into your body and not really understanding the consequences of it then start looking at what you are putting into your body that might not work for your physical body and thus you have outflows such as anxiety or stress etc. 

Sugar has become a major profiteering strategy in this world, here where I live in KZN, for hundreds of km's there are only sugar farm and that sugar goes into people. Sugar is a drug and everyone is junkies, put sugar in all foods without telling and people will believe they love the food, really all they are loving is the sugar lol, and drugs always has side effects, sometimes you lose teeth from drugs, sometimes you go dumb from drugs or slow and sometimes you go into extreme anxiety and do stupid things, sugar can cause all those things. Simply at a slower rate, keeps the profit going to big fat cats for longer, and they know what they are doing... you are simply a robot.

Try it for yourself and share the point on what you have discovered.