OK so many people claim that
this is the way, following only what excites you, and this way you will have a successful
happy life.
first look at what makes it
possible for something such as excitement to exist, a polarity point is needed.
The polarity is boredom/apathy/absence of energy anyone of them.
And obviously something in
your life is creating both point of polarity as the root cause
So people that follow their excitement
has a polarity existent somewhere in their life, this causes people to go to
the limits, to try things to cheer them up and make them happy, usually people
that are board and seeking excitement/energy – just like a drug addict that
needs his next hit, will do anything for it.
And as you always follow
only what excites you, you will run out of thing that excites you, again just
like a drug addict, first you start with weed, and then you go to stronger
drugs.
The excitement becomes a
addition, and when the excitement isn’t here, you will experience the polarity
in either one of the following boredom/apathy/absence of energy. And you do not
want to experience the polarity; you have identified it as being bad, that something
is wrong with you. So you seek the next point of excitement.
At this point you are
looking for a higher drug of excitement to suppress that which cause the polarity
– the cause usually being Money, system life in general such as your job, your
family problems, your relationships, and all your fears you walk around with.
The excitement makes you
forget all about it for a few moments.
So as we can see, excitement
is but only a way to hide and to not have to face the fear, the apathy or any
other cause for it all.
Excitement usually leads to
a short path and a fast one, that part is correct but not as you would like it
to be, many people die of heart attacks through the highs and lows of energy in
the extremes that people participate with in, feeling board the one moment and
in fear and the next you are jumping of building to follow the excitement, this
is a electrical shock to the body and will cause harm in time.
I myself used to do this,
usually I found myself to be bored and wanted to do something that makes me
feel alive, I used to go find the excitement in new relationships, first the
hunt, then the catch, then letting the catch go, then again and again, I
started developing heart problems from all the stress and tension I gained
through all the moment s of excitements, and I was but 19 years old back then.
I stopped this point of
excitement later on as I gained the understanding of the polarities and how I
am a slave to the energy of it, I applied Self Forgiveness on both points, the
positive and negative. I realized with in this after applying the Self
Forgiveness that I remain, with no energy, so I found that I could still exists
without the energy and enjoy myself here as the physical one and equal.
I searched for the excitement
to feel alive mainly, not realizing that I am life and only yet, have to
realize it.
I still find myself when in
a state of fear or apathy that i go into excitement to suppress it, I usually
take a quick run, or jump into the pool while its ice cold, or I play extremely
with the dogs. I saw it as a release of getting rid of the fear etc, but in
fact was simply suppressing it and putting more layers over it.
So following your excitement
as the shortest, fastest, straightest path is self deception as it is separation
and enslavement to two polarities.
The real point is to look at
why you seek excitement and why you desire to rather suppress the apathy and boredom
and fear, rather than changing the actual points that put the polarities into
play.
Even if you cannot now immediately
change your life situation with money or family or whatever it is you hide from
within extreme energy such as excitement (remember it’s no different from
drugs), you can and must always first start with yourself.
Because many people believe
it is what you do that determines who you are.
But in fact through actual
physical consideration it cannot work like that, because for you to do something
it must already exist within you, thus it is who you are that determines what
you do.
So clear the inside, and the
outside will clear through your application in time in the physical as the
physical functions one and equal.
I started with Desteni and the Desteni I process and on the Desteni
forums through sharing reading and applying self forgiveness and reading the material
there on how energy works and enslavement and the design of the human as
systems and programming.
