Fear of Snakes biting me and self forgiveness.

Fear of Snakes biting me and self forgiveness. 

I work with a lot of animals on the farm, some are snakes, others are lizards (big one’s) and some are our normal daily farm companions such as the dogs or cats and the parrots we have. 

When I work with the animals I have this constant expectation/fear that the animal will suddenly attack me or harm me. 

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Snake venom and  Fear.

With snakes I fear that they will bite me with their venom and I will get sick and basically be poisoned, and I never know if it is deadly or just a bite.

Snakes are sneaky and fast when it comes to them attacking you in their self defense of course, it isn’t personal at all (obviously).

So when I catch them I do so with gloves and care to not get bitten, while I hold them they try and get out of my hand and at the same time some of them actually bites the glove. , when this happens I go into fear/anxiety and I start gripping them tighter and tighter so they cannot escape and bite me. 

I do not like to experience myself with snakes this way, I enjoy animals a lot. but with the fear it compromises my communication with them and how I am with them and how they see me. As I have fear towards them they can see it in my behavior and thus I am a danger to them.

Self forgiveness on snakes and venom. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a snake’s bite.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that to fear a snakes bite has no purpose but for me to be ready in fight or flight mode to harm the snake as soon as I feel threatened. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in fight or flight mode as fear when working with snakes. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in fear when working with snakes through accepting and allowing back chat with in me about the snake.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with in back chat with in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with in the back chat “ this snake will bite me and then I might die” in my mind and thus accepting and allowing myself to be moved by fear and working with the snake in fear. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the snake’s venom. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of a snake’s venom.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be moved and directed by the fear that I have created within me of dying of a snakes venom through back chat and thoughts with in my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fear dying of a snake’s venom and that I will be seen as weak from dying of a snake’s venom. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear dying from a snakes venom and that I have accepted and allowed the back chat “ I will look weak if I die from a snakes venom” to exist within me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepting and allowing myself to fear snakes because I fear that my ego will get hurt if I die from a snakes venom.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to work with snakes from the starting point of ego and energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to work with snakes from the starting point of ego thus,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fuel the ego every time I catch/caught a snake and handling it and feeling successful at it and thus.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel powerful and great because I was able to handle a snake while others can't. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel proud when I have successfully worked with a snake without getting bitten, thus creating the fear of getting bitten as that will burst the ego bubble that was created in relation to the starting point of working with snakes. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attache a feeling to catching a snake, instead of simply doing what needs to be done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to want/need/desire to catch a snake from teh starting point of fueling my ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to work with snakes from the starting point of comparing myself with others and their capabilities and creating it into an ego thing. 

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Realizations.

I realize that I have to change my starting point, that the solution is not to stop working with snakes but to stop the starting point as ego as energy. 

I realize that if I work with snakes from the starting point of ego/energy I create polarities to exist within me, as I feel proud and better than and greater than others I create the polarity/opposite that  If I am not able to work with snakes then I am not greater, better than others and this is where the fear comes in, the fear is that If I get bitten by a snake and get poisoned and die that the Idea I created about myself as the snake handler that can handle snakes where others can’t that makes me apparently better is popped/destroyed and then I will be exposed as the fear and being weak.

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Self corrective statements/applications.

When and as I see myself go into fear of a snake biting me, I stop and I breathe and I remain here with in and as the physical as breath and see what is happening with my eyes and not of my mind as that is not real. 

When and as I see myself going to take a snake away, and any form of energy comes up I stop and I breathe, and I allow myself to not participate with in polarities and self sabotage. 

When and as I see myself approaching the situation with in and as my ego I stop and I breathe and bring myself back to earth and I move myself in practicality and consideration instead of a feeling and an idea. 

When I am asked to remove a snake I will go get my gloved and a bucket for protection, because I realized that I am flesh and blood like anybody else and I do not have special abilities that makes me immune to snake venom, and thus I will approach the snake in care and stability in and as breathe, breathing instead of thinking and charging my fear and ego with energy.

Next red planet - How Earth can turn into Mars.

Next red planet - How earth can turn into mars.

Farms that exist to produce food and certain foods etc for products are one of many ways earth will fall and die.

Why do I say this? – if we look at why there are so many farms on earth that produce so much food we can see that they are literally over producing, this is proven through all the food that does not get sold and then simply chucked out and burned and how the governments buy the food from farmers with tax money and then burn it or send it to poor countries. Putting the farmers in the poor countries out of a job and create more poverty. 

It is a really an evil system WE,WE,We,WE have designed. 

So now looking at a farm, some farm take up to 24 000ha and this means many things – all the natural plants and all the trees and bugs that live don that space had to be killed out or get rid of so the farmer could farm and be successful in producing the maximum for maximum profit, this kills thousands of animals and kills the whole habitat that was there before, it can never be re gained again, this is only the symptom of one farm that is this big, there are thousands like this one all over the world. 

And the point of these big farms is based on making profit and thus they are dependent on the system to keep them going and looking after the fields and the land, the bugs will be killed out as best as possible to prevent profit loss and the animals will be shot out to prevent loss of profit, so FUCK the animals and nature, we want maximum profit.- that's what they are saying.

So now farm all across the world has literally destroyed the lands and are now placed as food etc farms, and the farmers will only look after the land as long as they make money,

So how does this create the next Mars?!

Before there were farms the animals was taking care of the land in such a specific way that it gave life to all beings that inhabit the land, and it actually created weather control and conditions that is specific to life and all beings and only with the animals and bugs that was there could life sustain itself and be lived there, now life was taken away and replaced with a system, a system that requires constant human attention and is dependent on it and it is based on profit – capitalism.

So if the farmers should stop the production on these lands that is fast in size say for instance the economy collapse or like here in South Africa the farm get taken away from the white farmer so they give it to the black people as to empower them and the farm turns into dust farm, producing nothing and everything dies on it.  And or the farmer simply quite because he feels the economy isn’t working anymore. 

Now life cannot come back to all the land that was taken from the animals and bugs and plants, it is destroyed, the whole circle of life, because the animals that is required to create the systems are all dead, so not poo no fertilizer, no fertilizer no bugs etc that is required and so forth. Plus the weather changed as well according to the environment change, trees, humidity etc. Everything has consequences. 

Thus all these huge quantities of land will turn into desert like places, it has been done and happened, unless we swap places with the animals and we all fit ourselves into the reserves and place them into our world then they can revive the lands to its natural state, 

So if the economy suddenly collapse and everything goes to shit, New clear bombs will not be the only doom to destroying earth and the habitats, we are already without new clear bombs doing a great job, if all the farms suddenly stops producing we will have huge land spaces that turns into desert like places all at once all around the world. All the earth is already full of pest control chemicals and all the shit that is dangerous, bugs can’t go to these lands to rebuilt the soil to produce plants to re create, animals cant go there even if there is a bit of crass because they are behind bars, so no fertilizer and thus no plants after a few years because the soil will run out of minerals. 

And this is but only a basic explanation on how we fucked it up, we have to take self responsibility and fix it.

I suggest looking into the proposed equal money system that is best for all life. Before we create another red planet, how many planets have we already destroyed who knows, let’s not fuck this one up more, time to repair it with some good old fashioned work, equal money system is the system that is new and considering all life. 

As long as profit exists and a system that supports such abuse, we will never stop till earth is no more. We must end all forms of profiting and greed and the system that supports it, if you are serious like I am let’s stand and do this together. Stop the fear and postponement. 

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