Fear of Snakes biting me and self forgiveness.

Fear of Snakes biting me and self forgiveness. 

I work with a lot of animals on the farm, some are snakes, others are lizards (big one’s) and some are our normal daily farm companions such as the dogs or cats and the parrots we have. 

When I work with the animals I have this constant expectation/fear that the animal will suddenly attack me or harm me. 

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Snake venom and  Fear.

With snakes I fear that they will bite me with their venom and I will get sick and basically be poisoned, and I never know if it is deadly or just a bite.

Snakes are sneaky and fast when it comes to them attacking you in their self defense of course, it isn’t personal at all (obviously).

So when I catch them I do so with gloves and care to not get bitten, while I hold them they try and get out of my hand and at the same time some of them actually bites the glove. , when this happens I go into fear/anxiety and I start gripping them tighter and tighter so they cannot escape and bite me. 

I do not like to experience myself with snakes this way, I enjoy animals a lot. but with the fear it compromises my communication with them and how I am with them and how they see me. As I have fear towards them they can see it in my behavior and thus I am a danger to them.

Self forgiveness on snakes and venom. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a snake’s bite.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that to fear a snakes bite has no purpose but for me to be ready in fight or flight mode to harm the snake as soon as I feel threatened. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in fight or flight mode as fear when working with snakes. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in fear when working with snakes through accepting and allowing back chat with in me about the snake.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with in back chat with in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with in the back chat “ this snake will bite me and then I might die” in my mind and thus accepting and allowing myself to be moved by fear and working with the snake in fear. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the snake’s venom. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of a snake’s venom.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be moved and directed by the fear that I have created within me of dying of a snakes venom through back chat and thoughts with in my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fear dying of a snake’s venom and that I will be seen as weak from dying of a snake’s venom. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear dying from a snakes venom and that I have accepted and allowed the back chat “ I will look weak if I die from a snakes venom” to exist within me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepting and allowing myself to fear snakes because I fear that my ego will get hurt if I die from a snakes venom.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to work with snakes from the starting point of ego and energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to work with snakes from the starting point of ego thus,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fuel the ego every time I catch/caught a snake and handling it and feeling successful at it and thus.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel powerful and great because I was able to handle a snake while others can't. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel proud when I have successfully worked with a snake without getting bitten, thus creating the fear of getting bitten as that will burst the ego bubble that was created in relation to the starting point of working with snakes. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attache a feeling to catching a snake, instead of simply doing what needs to be done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to want/need/desire to catch a snake from teh starting point of fueling my ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to work with snakes from the starting point of comparing myself with others and their capabilities and creating it into an ego thing. 

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Realizations.

I realize that I have to change my starting point, that the solution is not to stop working with snakes but to stop the starting point as ego as energy. 

I realize that if I work with snakes from the starting point of ego/energy I create polarities to exist within me, as I feel proud and better than and greater than others I create the polarity/opposite that  If I am not able to work with snakes then I am not greater, better than others and this is where the fear comes in, the fear is that If I get bitten by a snake and get poisoned and die that the Idea I created about myself as the snake handler that can handle snakes where others can’t that makes me apparently better is popped/destroyed and then I will be exposed as the fear and being weak.

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Self corrective statements/applications.

When and as I see myself go into fear of a snake biting me, I stop and I breathe and I remain here with in and as the physical as breath and see what is happening with my eyes and not of my mind as that is not real. 

When and as I see myself going to take a snake away, and any form of energy comes up I stop and I breathe, and I allow myself to not participate with in polarities and self sabotage. 

When and as I see myself approaching the situation with in and as my ego I stop and I breathe and bring myself back to earth and I move myself in practicality and consideration instead of a feeling and an idea. 

When I am asked to remove a snake I will go get my gloved and a bucket for protection, because I realized that I am flesh and blood like anybody else and I do not have special abilities that makes me immune to snake venom, and thus I will approach the snake in care and stability in and as breathe, breathing instead of thinking and charging my fear and ego with energy.