When i was 14 I was still playing with my toys, and at that age I was already in high school and I was one of the only kids that still did that, I was quite embarrased about it and never told anyone.
So one day I decided to stop, i placed all my toys away in boxes and I gave a lot away to kids I knew and I sold many of it at market days at school.
I remember How I used to play with my toys and they would talk to me and I would make them talk to eachother and fight eachother and play out story lines I saw on T.V. I know if anyone would have ahd to walk in on me playing with my toys they could have send me to a mental insitite for being delusional and playing with invisible freinds even some times - voices in my head.
so I stopped playing with toys and stopped talking out loud to myself and I started focussing on the real world stuff such as getting a girlfriend and going to the movies with my friends and to partys and to not play with toys. (not that that was real either at ALL)
BUT, not long after I stopped playing with toys I found out that the new way i chose to go with, was even more mentally ill - I found out my friends, teachers and my parents were all still playing with imaginary friends and they even had special names for them and shit.
They all even agreed on the existance of these imaginary friends and that they all will play with them and one day after death they will meet their imaginary friends, I was scared to be around these people, it was really creepy, i actually missed my toys because I could at least see them.
some nights I would walk in on my friends or family members only to find them on their knees talking to their imaginary friends, calling them names and asking for bycicles and a good life and for forgiveness.
I tried telling them many times that the people they are making up isnt real and that you cant place the faith of earth and the world in your imaginary friends hands and call it hope and faith.
man and i thought I had to be embarrased for playing with toys at the age of 14, if only they all could have seen themselves at their current ages. they never grew up and saw the real world and whats happening.
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So one day I decided to stop, i placed all my toys away in boxes and I gave a lot away to kids I knew and I sold many of it at market days at school.
I remember How I used to play with my toys and they would talk to me and I would make them talk to eachother and fight eachother and play out story lines I saw on T.V. I know if anyone would have ahd to walk in on me playing with my toys they could have send me to a mental insitite for being delusional and playing with invisible freinds even some times - voices in my head.
so I stopped playing with toys and stopped talking out loud to myself and I started focussing on the real world stuff such as getting a girlfriend and going to the movies with my friends and to partys and to not play with toys. (not that that was real either at ALL)
BUT, not long after I stopped playing with toys I found out that the new way i chose to go with, was even more mentally ill - I found out my friends, teachers and my parents were all still playing with imaginary friends and they even had special names for them and shit.
They all even agreed on the existance of these imaginary friends and that they all will play with them and one day after death they will meet their imaginary friends, I was scared to be around these people, it was really creepy, i actually missed my toys because I could at least see them.
some nights I would walk in on my friends or family members only to find them on their knees talking to their imaginary friends, calling them names and asking for bycicles and a good life and for forgiveness.
I tried telling them many times that the people they are making up isnt real and that you cant place the faith of earth and the world in your imaginary friends hands and call it hope and faith.
man and i thought I had to be embarrased for playing with toys at the age of 14, if only they all could have seen themselves at their current ages. they never grew up and saw the real world and whats happening.
www.equalmoney.org
www.desteniiprocess.com
www,desteni.co.za
