Today as it was Sunday, I still see Sunday as a day when I just rest – just being a justification.
so I woke up an hour later and I really enjoyed it because I allowed myself to do something different than the usual routine.
But doing this everything ells in my environment also got influenced to the new change of my routine, this being the lizards and the parrot that I have to get out of the cage and that I have to turn the lights on for the lizards. An hour later for the animals would not really influence them as in harming them but yet if caused a point of not being consistent with in my application.
So i woke up and I turned the lights on but the parrot was awake and out of the cage already since he came to the bed and woke me up lol, so I went to my Pc and I turned it on and I connected my internet stick and I went on facebook and checked it and then I checked if my new YouTube video was up, which wasn’t and I still do not know why, but I decided to wait a bit more. It never came up lol, I will get it up tomorrow.
So then i wanted to eat something but there was nothing to eat at 10, I waited till lunch and ate some two minute noodles, I ate that and then I went to help with building the rack in the new store room, this took me about 35 min and then I went back to my room, i did some SF and I did some writing for myself,
What i wanted to do was do some more Back chat writings and i wanted to work on my Mind constructs more and I wanted to make a Video on War budgets and how much it costs and how many people can be fed with that budget and how in a equal money system would change everything etc.
And I wanted to work on the kitchen counters that I am building and I wanted to check up on all my SRA people for the desteni i process course, but yet I did not get to it all.
I saw at the end of daylight that I wasn’t productive at all for equality and and that did not apply myself in what is best for all, all because of one thought that I had in the morning “It is Sunday’ and obviously everything I attached to that word as definitions that enslaved me Lol brainwashed by myself.
And through all of this I can see how I at the end of the day have created a build up of anxiety because of not being productive and rather spending the time on stupid shit like watching movies all day or T.V series, that actually makes me feel more tired. And then it is time that I never can get back, that is gone in and as the physical, it is over and I spend it on nothing of value.
So my self honesty is, I do what I have to do everyday no matter what day it is and I get things that matter and that is important done, then once I have finished that which I could do for a day I can allow myself to watch a movie or a T.V series, and then I can still use those points as being productive as in writing about it and so forth.
I actually make a lot of things I say on facebook from what I see in the things I watch, pretty cool though.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Rant and rave on Mall sucks
Wow, a mall on Saturday is really busy, lots of people and a shit load of money going around.
It is a horror to go out and eat and ask for the bill afterwards, so being at the mall is horrible.
But we have to go, we need food and we need clothes and we need to get some accessories like soaps and stuff.
Really the cloths they sell these days is all about looking like something and not about what works, the banners that they put up in the windows say things like – it is not what you wear but how you wear it,
So the shirts that I buy last me about a month and then in the wash it gets shrinked for some reason, but I still have shirts from 10 years ago that does not do this at all and they were bought at the same shop, so really what has changes and why, first off the shirts does not support practicality at all, only the looks and some shirts say shit like – vote for me for the good looking president – WTF
I cannot buy good shirts unless they cost really a lot of money but yet, the ones that cost a lot also does not last long on the farm.
Malls has become really stupid, i want basic things and I want to go in and get it, now I have to look at 100 different looking shirts that say shit and that present different personalities for all the people shopping which I do not want to have in my way to just have a simple shirt to wear on the arm that is comfortable and awesome.
And for food, god in place of just having a apple section there is 5 apple sections with different prices – how cool would it have been if everything was produced but the same company and sold at one price and then all apples is the same quality and not dependent on the price that will make it taste good.
Everything in the mall is complicated and a distraction, instead of simple direct and necessary – it is deliberately created for profit of course, but what is there was only a few stores and one of each –
a close store, a electronic store, a food store, and a accessory store and a hardware store.
It is a horror to go out and eat and ask for the bill afterwards, so being at the mall is horrible.
But we have to go, we need food and we need clothes and we need to get some accessories like soaps and stuff.
Really the cloths they sell these days is all about looking like something and not about what works, the banners that they put up in the windows say things like – it is not what you wear but how you wear it,
So the shirts that I buy last me about a month and then in the wash it gets shrinked for some reason, but I still have shirts from 10 years ago that does not do this at all and they were bought at the same shop, so really what has changes and why, first off the shirts does not support practicality at all, only the looks and some shirts say shit like – vote for me for the good looking president – WTF
I cannot buy good shirts unless they cost really a lot of money but yet, the ones that cost a lot also does not last long on the farm.
Malls has become really stupid, i want basic things and I want to go in and get it, now I have to look at 100 different looking shirts that say shit and that present different personalities for all the people shopping which I do not want to have in my way to just have a simple shirt to wear on the arm that is comfortable and awesome.
And for food, god in place of just having a apple section there is 5 apple sections with different prices – how cool would it have been if everything was produced but the same company and sold at one price and then all apples is the same quality and not dependent on the price that will make it taste good.
Everything in the mall is complicated and a distraction, instead of simple direct and necessary – it is deliberately created for profit of course, but what is there was only a few stores and one of each –
a close store, a electronic store, a food store, and a accessory store and a hardware store.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Friends are not worth it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTXH76a1s_A
I am here expressing a point that many will face with in standing up for a new world in equality -- Friends, they will try and keep you where you are and they will attack you and they will ignore you later on and they will want you to remain as you are and not change the world into heaven and a dignified place for all beings.
So I am saying Fuck Friends -- tomorrow you can live in a world of equality, You can have heaven on earth if you decide to stand up for that which matters and that is here in the physical.
If you fear losing your friends then you must stop that fear and join us, we the Destonians will be your new buddies in equality, supporting and assisting you in life in that which is real and that needs fixing and we will actually care.
So the dare is on and the challenge lay ahead of who will stand and who will give in to friends, because if we all are really self honest about friends we will see we only have them from no other starting point then money and then fear, so it is time we accept ourselves and take self responsibility for this reality. No matter who takes you on.
Because it is not worth it to keep your friends and then in 20 years there is no more earth and life is all fucked and destroyed and we are all waste. Best to forget the group pressure friends place on each-other just to be accepted and in return make each-other feel good through heavy deception and self abuse and manipulation of each-other.
Come and join the new age of people forming on the internet, the destonians, the people standing for life.
Join us as a community on facebook, youtube and the desteni forums and all over the web, research equal money and how the system will function and join the Desteni I process, I will place links to all of these sites so visit them and become part of the future.
Also you can see personal blogs of destonians and what they are writing about either equal money or personal processes that will assist and support any new people joining a Lot.
it is bigger than your mind, it is better than your mind, it is for life.
I am here expressing a point that many will face with in standing up for a new world in equality -- Friends, they will try and keep you where you are and they will attack you and they will ignore you later on and they will want you to remain as you are and not change the world into heaven and a dignified place for all beings.
So I am saying Fuck Friends -- tomorrow you can live in a world of equality, You can have heaven on earth if you decide to stand up for that which matters and that is here in the physical.
If you fear losing your friends then you must stop that fear and join us, we the Destonians will be your new buddies in equality, supporting and assisting you in life in that which is real and that needs fixing and we will actually care.
So the dare is on and the challenge lay ahead of who will stand and who will give in to friends, because if we all are really self honest about friends we will see we only have them from no other starting point then money and then fear, so it is time we accept ourselves and take self responsibility for this reality. No matter who takes you on.
Because it is not worth it to keep your friends and then in 20 years there is no more earth and life is all fucked and destroyed and we are all waste. Best to forget the group pressure friends place on each-other just to be accepted and in return make each-other feel good through heavy deception and self abuse and manipulation of each-other.
Come and join the new age of people forming on the internet, the destonians, the people standing for life.
Join us as a community on facebook, youtube and the desteni forums and all over the web, research equal money and how the system will function and join the Desteni I process, I will place links to all of these sites so visit them and become part of the future.
Also you can see personal blogs of destonians and what they are writing about either equal money or personal processes that will assist and support any new people joining a Lot.
it is bigger than your mind, it is better than your mind, it is for life.
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