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Showing posts with label wasting. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wasting. Show all posts

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Being productive.

Today as it was Sunday, I still see Sunday as a day when I just rest – just being a justification.
so I woke up an hour later and I really enjoyed it because I allowed myself to do something different than the usual routine.
But doing this everything ells in my environment also got influenced to the new change of my routine, this being the lizards and the parrot that I have to get out of the cage and that I have to turn the lights on for the lizards. An hour later for the animals would not really influence them as in harming them but yet if caused a point of not being consistent with in my application.
So i woke up and I turned the lights on but the parrot was awake and out of the cage already since he came to the bed and woke me up lol, so I went to my Pc and I turned it on and I connected my internet stick and I went on facebook and checked it and then I checked if my new YouTube video was up, which wasn’t and I still do not know why, but I decided to wait a bit more. It never came up lol, I will get it up tomorrow.
So then i wanted to eat something but there was nothing to eat at 10, I waited till lunch and ate some two minute noodles, I ate that and then I went to help with building the rack in the new store room, this took me about 35 min and then I went back to my room, i did some SF and I did some writing for myself,
What i wanted to do was do some more Back chat writings and i wanted to work on my Mind constructs more and I wanted to make a Video on War budgets and how much it costs and how many people can be fed with that budget and how in a equal money system would change everything etc.
And I wanted to work on the kitchen counters that I am building and I wanted to check up on all my SRA people for the desteni i process course, but yet I did not get to it all.
I saw at the end of daylight that I wasn’t productive at all for equality and and that did not apply myself in what is best for all, all because of one thought that I had in the morning “It is Sunday’ and obviously everything I attached to that word as definitions that enslaved me Lol brainwashed by myself.
And through all of this I can see how I at the end of the day have created a build up of anxiety because of not being productive and rather spending the time on stupid shit like watching movies all day or T.V series, that actually makes me feel more tired. And then it is time that I never can get back, that is gone in and as the physical, it is over and I spend it on nothing of value.
So my self honesty is, I do what I have to do everyday no matter what day it is and I get things that matter and that is important done, then once I have finished that which I could do for a day I can allow myself to watch a movie or a T.V series, and then I can still use those points as being productive as in writing about it and so forth.
I actually make a lot of things I say on facebook from what I see in the things I watch, pretty cool though.