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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Brainwashing and my Name

Is my name who I am

Let me look at it in a common sense way.

I was born into this world with out nay name, My name before my parents gave me on was.... there was no name, this can count for all people on earth and all animals and all plants and everything we know.

My parents told me as a toddler my name is Gian, now I did not choose my name, I did not agree with them that that is what I wanted, i did not even take part in choosing my name at all, I didn’t even know they needed to chose a name for me, I did not even know what the world name means.

And here are two being standing in front of me day and night playing with me feeding me and taking care of me, well so I hoped, and every time they looked at me they would throw these sound waves at me saying your name is Gian, then they would pick me up and say Gian, you are Gian, they would poke their fingers at me and say, you are Gian and then they would show their fingers toward themselves and say, i am Daddy or Mommy.

Then after a few months or in some cases years, i would say I am Gian not even knowing myself how I came to say this and to be self honestly I cant even remember when I said it for the first time I am Gian and why, what made me belief that - ‘brainwashing” aaaha, and I would call them Daddy or Mommy, not that I knew why I just know that is what they did and what they told me, and what they showed me, So i do not know any better and neither do they really, because that is what happened to them and now I am probably the who knows how manieth copy that this is being done to.

So this is how I started learning the sounds coming my way as Gian and what they mean, because everything I would touch like the plugs I would hear the sounds, Gian get away from there, and then I would feel a slap on my hands and someone picking me up violently and saying do not do that, so this I have attached to the sound in there as Gian.

Now as I get older and bigger I realize that I have been identified as the sound which people call words as Gian, i am now identified as Gian and everything that has happened to me in relation the the world, sound Gian, when I got smacked and I heard Gian I have now learned that it means Gian is a bad boy, so I attached this and everything ells to Gian.

I was brainwashed by my parents and so they were by their and so it is the sins of the faders never ending, and they thought they were doing me a favour, and the main question is, am I Gian then??

NO I am not Gian, Gian is but what people used to Identify me with and to attach labels to me accordingly and I did the same because that is what i was brainwashed to believe a name is, something that I can use to create myself as a personality and according to what my parents placed into my name while I grow up, bad Gian, Good Gian, No Gian, Yes Gian, Stop it Gian, Gian getting smacked.

If I never had a name, Yes I agree it would have been hard to look for me or to know who I am, so consider then all of the rest of the shit we all place onto our names would not have defined who we are,

So now I am looking at my name and what I have attached to it, so see your name as an accessory and everything you have attached to it or that others have attached to it as Labels and it all is hanging from you, can you see that it is actually a burden, a weight that needs to be carried, and that we all value it, but anyone can come along and simply cut the labels off and then who will you be, death is such an example.

also take into consideration, people might call you ugly or handsome, but it is only you who can accept or allow it to be a lable as you to mean somthing, only you can judge you. so it is not to blame – only to take self responsibility.

Your name is not who you are, it is who you have brainwashed yourself to be through your acceptance and allowance. Stop the brainwashing and see who you really are,

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Friday, May 20, 2011

Comic Books, Heroes and Yourself.

 

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There are hundreds of comic books and heroes and bad guys, people love comic books because it gives people a sense of power, something different and new, not from this world, where they can read about some hero that has gained some kind of power in some weird and sometimes explainable way, people like this because then they can feel it can maybe be possible, even though it can’t.

So millions of people daily buy comic books and read it and even get addicted to it, while some corporation is making billions, you as the customer that consumes may love the comic book and believe it is special, all the while the people that created it is only in for the money, so they wil make the comic book in any way they can to trap you into a fantasy world inside yourself designed in hope and false believe, no different than the bible. The bible has a hero called jesus. His got pretty cool powers just like any comic hero and he got his from being god’s son.

And of course the main attraction can be the art work, the looks and how it all seems to be, the comic book heroes has to be muscular or good looking or sexy or attractive in some way for those that has low self esteem will fall for this attraction easily and so the money games start.

So if we look at it there are millions of people participating in this industry and keeping it alive, buying the comic books, watching the movies getting all the collectables and all the special additions and all the valuable collections and costumes and whatever they can, people spend a lot of money on this type of stuff, and it really has no point of any significance in this existence, it is really literally of no importance in this world, with in the bigger picture of all the things going on and happening right now, comic books is simply distracting millions of people from seeing the reality and the real picture.

I mean it is better for the corporations to keep most young kids that has money to look inside a book and create a world of fantasy there and live in their minds than seeing the real world and realizing that they can change it because this way the corporations can create money zombies for themselves, people that is addicted to comic books and that doesn’t wake up will only support comic books and spend all their money on comic stuff because some how the corporations has made you believe that it is important and that you need it.

So it is time to wake up from the comical fantasy worlds that has been created for people to enslave and brainwash themselves into believing to be real and true and fun and consuming all their time and money on something that is insignificant. Really look at it and be self honest, you can be a hero of your own if you take your eyes and mind out of the comic book and see that the real world needs help, this physical reality that is being disregarder for the sole purpose of making money out of zombie people that is trapped in comic books for profit gain.

So if you get to read this and you are a comic book fan, collector, a comic book personality, a comic book fantasised, a comic book fanatic, then realize that you have to stop wasting money on the fake fantasy world inside your head that is created through corporations through the comic books that stimulate you in some freakish way so they can make billions out of you, and that you must save that money to use that money in the real world, to direct that money to something that can actually change this world that needs it own saving. To a purpose that is best for all live for the animals and the plants and ending the suffering.

You will not be a hero or anything of this kind of desire, you will be a normal human being that stands for equality, a human being that wants to change the world, just like you want to be a hero to change the world inside a comic book, I mean, why do people love comic books, because there is a hero in all of us and we all are aware that the world is fucked up and we all know we can’t really do anything on our own to change the world so we give all our power to our minds in the fantasy world, but now I tell you that there is a solution and the solution is to stand as a group. One group.

This group has been created and we are moving we are standing and we are making a difference, we are affecting everything and everyone. So the solution is here, the way is here, the support and assistance is here.

And I encourage people that has fallen for the comic book promises to stand as the group that is a solution to this existence and to change the world.

Visit the website www.equalmoney.org and see what I am talking about, about a real change a real read and a real way to change what is here. Equal money for all.

And I know people that loves comic books always had the desire to change, to change into something new and awesome that can save the world and that can change things and that you can have abilities, well it isn’t that easy and nice, to actually change we all have to take self responsibility for ourselves and we have to change who we are and who we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be from the core to the outside, we must stop the mind and be here as the physical.

For real change and a real way to change ourselves and to make a difference in this reality visit www.desteniiprocess.com and rather spend your money on some real material and a real way to work with yourself and first learn and change yourself for real because when you change the world changes.

Check out www.desteni.co.za and read the material there and the forums and get to learn what is going on and what you as an individual can do to actually bring a change in this world as a solution for all of existence.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Powerless you are not.

I have been sitting at my desk many nights wondering and pondering on how can i make a difference in this world, I am powerless I have told myself many times, How can I possible make a difference in this reality with all the people already in power.

I have given up so many times within myself and with in doing anything to change this world, because everything that I found I was able to do wasn't effecting anything or anyone in a big way to make a change, yes I have changed a few people’s minds and yes I have picked up all the trash laying around in my neighborhood that people just throw out into the fields, I have tried my best to what I could do. So I thought.

I have been there, sitting alone in my room in front of the pc, thinking about all the shit I read in the newspaper just minutes ago about a women getting raped by 10 men at a time and then shot through the stomach because they did not want her to get pregnant, about all the bad really destructive things happening in this world such as war’s and poverty and child sex trafficking, have numbed myself towards it to a certain degree that when I open the new paper the next day I can look at it and not feel bad, so that I can turn the T.V on and not react anymore to the brutality, because I have given up within myself and given all my power to the system,

I have been there walking in the street wondering when I am going to get stabbed or robbed or when I will be stuck in a shopping mall stick up where they beat the customers up and shoot someone in front of me just to make their point that they want money to feed their child like we all will do in their situation.

I have been there driving in my car in fear of the man on the street asking for money and I can’t really help him, feeling guilty because I know I have and he does not, I have suppressed it in such a way that I actually now get angry at them because I allowed myself to feel powerless to help them.

I have been there where I sit in front of my pc in a dark room feeling so little and that everything ells in this world is so big and that I can’t do anything o end animal abuse or to save the earth from being destroyed by man’s hand, sitting by myself and giving up feeling pressed down by the ignorance of society all depressed.

I have been there where it all gets too much, the violence the murder the brutality the destruction the fear the anxiety the hopelessness and the powerlessness within me, where I go and drink my weekends away to forget it all, to drown myself in entertainment that society provides, to drown myself in the entertainment of friends and ignorance, to forget that it all is real, this the next day’s newspaper.

2 girls, aged 6, gang raped and hanged from their homes sealing, parents shot through head, nothing was stolen.

The government promises 20 million people brick homes, the government throws major party worth 200 million rands for his family, no brick homes were built.

I read this, it is happening all around me all the time,

I found a way to change my powerlessness, I found a solution to change this world, to change what we have accepted and allowed as a group to exist within and as this reality.

I first had to change myself and who i am, I had to change my participation within the system to that which is best for all, to do what I would like others to do onto me, to live in everyday in every breathe as a principal that is best for all, I stopped my sorrowing and I stopped my feelings and emotions of powerlessness.

And I started acting towards a solution that will work with in and as this physical reality as a group in equality.

In all the time that I spend drinking and sorrowing and partying and that I spend giving up, I could have created a new world lol, So that is what I am now doing with in my daily participation, I change me and who i am with in all of this, I change me as the creator of everything that is here, because is it only common sense that the world is fucked up because we all are here creating it that way, so we all simply have to create it better, first fix who we are as the problem to what the solution is and the solution will come as the living expression of who we are.

I have been in this process for three years now and I have changed myself to start living for that which is best for all, love thy neighbours as thy self in each breathe.

I obviously could can not do this alone and could not have started this out of thin air, I started with reading and studying the material from the Desteni website, www.desteni.co.za and thus my process of changing who I am started and so I am patient and still within my process learning every day, applying myself in every way that I can to stop me as abuse, and stand as life as that which is best for all. As a living principal.

I also have been doing a course with Desteni for 2 years now as the SRA course and I am now also an agent, www.desteniiprocess.com , this is super supportive and also gives me an income and this can be achieved by anyone participating so check it out.

And the practical way for this reality as a group is to change the money system, this can be checked out at www.equalmoney.org -

Stop giving up and see what can be done. It is all here and available and we all can do this as a group.

Study the material and get familiar with it all, once you have understanding it will be understood.