I have success, No more alcohol.

Yes i have success.

In what you may ask? Well the success is me and that I have successfully stopped drinking for three years now.

But why?
It all started three years Ago, I was a really heavy drinker, got home late nights or early on weekends because I was throwing up

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at the party’s everywhere and swearing at people and making fights with my family and hitting animals and breaking my fists against walls. Crazy shit.

So after every night that I drank i kept on telling myself the next day, i will never drink again, because there is this moment after every time I drank that I realized that i am fucked as a human being and that I hate this world and this life (actually it is always only yourself you hate), well actually the way I lived is what I hated because that is why I drank, that is why alcohol exists, to suppress and place people in denial for a moment so that when work begins they can continue and so the cycle of zombie is created.

So after i spend lots of money on a shit load of alcohol and making myself an ass always in front of many people, I one day realized that if I continue this way i will die very young, I realized that I had to stop and I had to stop here and now in this moment because I already have broken all trust I have with myself through saying after every party that I will stop drinking and never stopping, so it has to happen here!!!

But How then??
I first had to Admit I needed help, I needed to find a way to not just stop drinking alcohol, but I had to change me as who i am at the core of myself, my will, to change and to stop drinking, I was getting abusive, i was really getting fucked, waking up next to my mother because I was throwing up in my sleep, laying with the one leg off the bad with my mouth against the bed with puke on the side of the bed, my mother had to keep me alive while I was fucking myself up.

I knew the system, the Matrix could not help me because it it the system that I am participating within that is driving me to drink, well I drove myself to drink but used the system as an excuse, so how can that which is the creation of the fuck up help me get out of it, it could not!

I had to find help that is something I would never expect, something hat I will find different, something that is not of the system and that is actually providing me with physical things to help myself to change myself, because I was a practical guy, I always wanted to be able to measure things, that if I do this I get this because it makes sense.

So I looked and saw that there were no one, I talked to my mother and I made and broke every promise I ever made her so there was nothing that could be trusted and the same for my dad, i did the same with my friends but they always encouraged me to drink with because they wanted me to buy them a drink, I could not go to AA meetings because I know it is bullshit all they do is talk and talk and listen to stories – this I already did with my mother and father and friends and really there is no difference. I just continued.

I needed something such as a measuring tool, a tool that could help me to see me and so that I can actually walk through the temptations and through the desires. A tool that can actually support and assist me to change, I saw myself for the truth of myself and realized that I cannot trust myself as who I currently am and existing as.

It was and is time for me to change, to stand up from the self inflicted abuse I caused towards myself and abused many in the same process.

I found Desteni – Desteni provided a forum, a forum with information on almost everything, it also provides something that i have never seen any where ells, tools, tools that I can apply myself daily to support and assist myself with, the tools were simple, Self forgiveness, self honesty, common sense and the basic guideline was breath,

If i did not understand why self forgiveness will work and if I did not understand something with in my application I simply had to search for information that would explain it to me on the forum, all the answers was there to many questions and I was able to build understanding, watching all the videos.

I could only have approached this direction because I have embraced myself to stop, to change and see what I am accepting and allowing to exist in this reality as my truth,

I later on in my process saw that the desires and temptations was still within me, even thought eh Self forgiveness and self honesty and breath did support and assists me in stopping, the memories was still within me with in my cells within my foundations. As a resonant point.

This I sorted out with the New ITD (Introduction to desteni ) and DIP (Desteni I process) where I started much later with in my process working on Mind constructs and taking apart all these things walking timelines and memories, to do real specific self forgiveness and self corrective statements as the living word and re creating my foundations of who i am.

Because it is who i am that determines what i do.

So i can but only encourage all to come and join the DIP and ITD courses here with Desteni – visit the DIP website and check it all out – there is much more..

My success is but one of many. I stopped smoking weed, i stopped smoking, I stopped many hobbits that was not best for all and abusive towards me and life.

www.desteniiprocess.com

I have with these courses established many points of self will and I have a principal that I live by – something I would never have expected from me and who i was three years ago. It is amazing once one push through to not give power to the ego but to self as life as what is best for all.

Jokes, radiation, Education needed.

Radiating A point for the day (joking)
I was talking to people about real things, things like children starving and about what is happening in this world with natural disasters and what side affects took place, for instance in Japan with the earthquake nuclear plants were damaged and now the radiation is spreading everywhere and people are dying, and animals and plants, everyone is now being influenced by this more than what the earthquake influenced anyone.

Now I told someone that if they are going to eat sushi then they must be careful because it might be radioactive – the person laughed and say why would my sushi be radioactive, so I told him about the story and what happened in Japan, he laughed again and said but the sushi is made in South Africa.

Ok so at this point I saw that the person has no common sense because – come on this you have to see for yourself why I would see that!
I then told him that the ocean is one big thing and that if fish gets radioactive on the other side of the world it will affect everyone because water moves and travels, also by air. He laughed again and then said - but Japan is like on the other side of the world, it is like the moon is closer, because you can see the moon but you cannot see Japan – at this point I saw he was joking but yet he meant it.

There was also a girl she said basically the same stuff as the guy. I kept on explaining to them how things work in a physical reality, what happens anywhere on earth influences everyone because of the way things work in the physical. Things travel ext. In many different forms and ways, the world is round and one place,
So after a while in discussion with this the girl said okay I am done with this conversation because I do not even know what radiation is, that took a while to explain as well. So I did in short give her reverences to what radiation is.

Now point one, these were your normal people, and they were not aware of what happened in Japan, even if they did know they would not have realized the extend of the problem because they did not know what radiation is, even if they did know what radiation is they would still not have gotten it because they saw it all as a joke. Even if they did not see it as a joke they would not have gotten it because they do not know how the physical reality functions in a basic way.

I breathe and explained and I gave them the real physical points and common sense, so I know it will stick with them, whenever the guy wants sushi again it will come up in a moment and he will be reminded of the physical, same for the girl.

I saw with in my own participation how I have a expectation that people must know everything I know, not considering that it took me three years to get to know what I do, and I still do not get much, only the basics. So I have to consider my own process and how I was supported and do onto others as I would do onto myself, and I realized again how un educated people really are even with metric certificates and all.

No one knows common sense.

We must spread it like a virus.

Smoking

Smoking
Wow I have smoked for over 4 years and then one day suddenly I had my last, I stop.
Now why did I stop smoking and why would anyone want to stop smoking.
I stopped because I am living a principal and I saw that with in stopping smoking I can live this principal I stand for as a practivist, a real active living practivist for what I stand for. And because this kind of activism can fit into my daily live and I can make a big change this way, without compromising myself in the system.
I stand for equality and ending abuse in this world, oneness and equality a new monetary system that is best for all, currently that solution is equal money for all.
So how does this fit together – well within the current money system the way cigarettes are being produced and sold is abuse, the people that work their asses off as slaves in the fields to produce tobacco is being supported by people buying the product that is cigarettes – and we are not supporting them with in having food and a better life, no we are supporting them with in accepting and allowing their current situation in this world and what they are doing to survive and accepting and allowing themselves to be abused by those that only cares for themselves and all the money they can get in this world to survive as well and live like gods while deliberately enjoying abusing others.
Now with in understanding that we who smoke are actually directly also abusing the people that is suffering on the fields of tobacco farms and that will never get out of their situations unless we all stop accepting and allowing the current abuse that we are participating with in daily to exist.
How will this happen, we stop smoking, the big smoking companies stop making money and the people that works on the tobacco farms stop having jobs that is deliberately abusing them, so then now that everyone is on a equal level, the farmer and the boss because they both ran out of jobs because the people stopped supporting them, is now forced to have to take self responsibility together – thus they both have to now see what is the equal solution to the current problem here on earth.
This will then force people to re consider their actions and the abuse they are accepting and allowing as the current money system.
And this is where we come in as the solution and the answer – equal money for all.
So why do I only do this with Smoking and not cloths and all the other stuff –
Because I have to consider what is practical and what works currently within the system – smoking is also something that everyone can do as a practical way of being an activist to bringing change to this world and stop smoking – not everyone can suddenly stop buying cloths because that will not work practically. Smoking is something we can go with out – just like hair and everything that goes with hair. (and look at how having hair is abusing earth and all it does is support peoples ego’s)
I obviously could not have done this without Support and assistance as I was addicted to smoking and smoked up to 2 packs a day – it was really expensive each month and I had emotional bullshit attached to smoking such as suppressing anger and frustration.
When I stopped smoking I had to work through all of these points within myself and I had to be able to actually live with myself without relying on an outside source – I have no stopped smoking for over a year and I am clear of all emotional addiction and all addiction itself from smoking.
I could have only done this within participating within the DIP, and the ITD course that I have been participating with for over 2 years now, with in the DIP and ITD courses I was presented with tools that I could affectively support myself through all the emotional attachments and addiction , such as Self Forgiveness and how to effectively apply it, How I was able to identify patterns and mind constructs related to smoking, from how I saw the points manifested from when I was but only a child.
I learned how to effectively breathe through all the points that I saw was misleading me to fall and give in to smoking again, I was able to be self honest with myself and stand stop.
I have now developed a point of actual self will, not self suppression,
so smoking is but one point that reveals us to us and what we have accepted in and out of ourselves in reality, if you are interested in becoming the change in this world then please check out the links and join me at the DIP, and ITD courses and stand for a new equal money system.

http://equalmoney.org/
http://www.desteniiprocess.com/