Notice me
SF (Self Forgiveness)
A Video
will be up soon where I discuss what I am doing SF on here...
If dog
water has to be filled so the animals can have water because they are enslaved
to our money system and thus dependent on us completely, there should not be
any motivation to do it but pure self moment and self honesty, it must be
something you do because you can see the common sense, any secret agenda to be
noticed is in fact compromising you and putting the life of the dogs in danger
and thus you are a danger, because if you are not motivated what then? Are you
going to leave the water bowl empty and let them die!! Just because no one
notices you and gives you credit.. That is ridiculous and why the world is
fucked up currently because people are actually doing it. And this is how we
were taught from toddlers..
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to want, need and desire to be noticed
when I do something.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be noticed for things I do.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to be noticed for things I
do.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to need to be noticed for when I do something.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good when I am noticed for
doing something and thus making being noticed my only motivation to do something.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel bad and not appreciated for
when I feel i am not being noticed for doing something and thus in return for
not being noticed I stop doing what I was doing and go into a depression of
self judgment and resentment.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into a depression when I am not being
noticed for what I am doing in an attempt to manipulate others to see me and
notice me.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to use depression to manipulate others
to notice me.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have to be noticed
for what I am doing to feel good about myself, instead of simply appreciating
myself for allowing myself to express myself limitless.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have to be noticed
for doing something otherwise it isn’t worth doing. Thus stating that what I
was doing was a lie and self deception from the beginning.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in the self deception
that I need to be motivated through being noticed with in what I do to be able
to move myself to do something, instead of doing what i am doing because I am
an intelligent being that is capable of using common sense and to see what is
practical and necessary to be done.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to be limited within the want, need
and desire to be noticed for what i am doing.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be noticed with in what I
do so that others can see what I am doing and see me as more and as special.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be special in other’s eyes
through being noticed with in what I do.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be noticed for what I do
from the starting point of deception and the attempt to manipulate others with
in my behavior to feel that I am save and in a environment feel they need me
for what I do just so that I do not have to face myself and what is here in
reality as me one and equal.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to ignorantly participate with in the
hope that people will notice me for when i do something that I feel I do not
need to do but do it anyway to be seen as the person that Is willing and that
care and that is sacrificing his/my time to do something I do not want to.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to do things from the starting point of
wanting to look special in other people’s eyes and when i am not noticed I go
into a state of rebellion and abuse life around me for not noticing sorry old
me.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear taking self responsibility for
my actions as a self directed principal as to what is best for all and what is practical
and best for all life.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in the polarity
construct of being noticed and not being noticed as they support each other and
is co dependent on each other and thus create a cycle of enslavement that I will
trap myself with in if I do not stop myself and walk as myself to direct myself
in each breath with common sense and self honesty.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to take part in the deception that I
can only move myself if the movement is motivated by the polarity/opposite
forces as positive and negative, giving my authority over myself away to these
forces of enslavement.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be noticed for what I do in
comparison to what others are doing to be more or then them or to feel better
about myself.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with in competition
towards others with in what i do to be noticed to be seen as valuable and not
as less than, realizing that it is only me that can see myself as less than and
judge myself accordingly.
I forgive
myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being less than or
as being more than others through how many times I am being noticed for what I
am doing.
I forgive myself
or accepting and allowing myself to be motivated to move myself through a
positive energy charge when i am being noticed, enslaving myself to the energy
as consciousness instead of moving myself here one and equal in and as the
physical as that which is real and that what matters.
Rebirth
yourself, forgive yourself.
