A week ago I had a cool point to write about,
as I wanted to write about the point I sat down at my PC and I looked at my
screen and I said to myself in my mind as back chat, “I do not feel like doing this right now”, I will do it in an hour, for now I just want to rest a bit, so
I started watching an episode of something.
(all hyperlinks on words leads to
support on the info and gives insights and are really awesome, so if
you are interested simply click the hyperlink and follow - thanks)
An hour later I was tired and decided to go to
bed, I told myself I will write it tomorrow after work.
It has been a week and I can not even remember
what it was I wanted to write about, I now have regret, this regret isnt big,
but it is till with in me, and every time I do this I can see the regret
growing.
here is a really cool intervie on what makes writing important - The Importance of Writing.
Because it was an awesome point, I remember
that, and I knew that if I wrote it and shared it I would have cleared the
point for myself and I would have had clarity and authority with in the point instead of being directed by it, and a better
understanding of myself and how this reality works, it goes a far way, and my
blog could have helped others out there equally and supported them as I
supported myself, but it did not happen.
I sat down tonight at the PC and I said: fuck
this I am doing it, enough of the regret and postponement and I know I am the
one creating my experience of myself.
It has been proven to myself over and over
again that the back chat “I do not feel like doing it right now” creates time-loops and this I am sabotaging myself and all of existence as myself.
Self forgiveness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
the back chat with in me “I do not feel like doing it right now” to exist with
in me as self sabotage.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabotage myself through the back chat “I do not feel like doing it
right now” to exist with in me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to have thoughts and back chat exist with in me that I have
accepted and allowed to decide for me what to do, instead of realizing that the
back chat as my secret mind is in fact sabotaging me from changing to keep the
mind consciousness in place.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed my secret mind as my back chat that I accepted and allowed to exist
with in me to decide for me based on how I feel what I want to do and not do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to move and direct myself according to how I feel, instead of
breathing and remaining here in and as the physical, as the physical does not
function on how it feels, and so I realize that if I breathe I can move as the
physical as one as equals.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to move and direct myself according to how I feel, thus I
realize that with in this I am accepting and allowing myself to limit myself
with in what I can do as my full potential as the physical.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabotage myself with in talking to myself in my mind as the secret
mind with in back chat.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to see and make myself belief that all the reasons and all the
justifications that my mind gives me for postponing to write about a point as
being valid.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to write first and then relax after I have written the point out
and stand clear with in myself and thus have no regret and no time-loop.
So I have see and realize that if I have to do
anything in my reality according to how I feel (either good or bad as both polarities require each-other to exist and thus both will follow up on each-other) that I will in the end only end
up sabotaging myself and my world, this is common sense if you take anything in
life and bring it back to this point.
For instance, will you have food and water and
clothes and shelter if you had to do everything according to how you feel? No! Because
no one feels like going to work but they have to, no one feels like surviving
all their life’s but currently they have to, till we have an Equal Money System in place, then we can start living life instead of surviving it.
I have now come to the point where I missed
the point I wanted to write about and instead I now had to first write about
this point to clear this out for myself to be able to be clear on it so I can
when the point comes up life the self forgiveness and direct myself with in
understanding and responsibility.
