I do not feel like doing it right now and Self Forgiveness.

A week ago I had a cool point to write about, as I wanted to write about the point I sat down at my PC and I looked at my screen and I said to myself in my mind as back chat, “I do not feel like doing this right now”, I will do it in an hour, for now I just want to rest a bit, so I started watching an episode of something.

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An hour later I was tired and decided to go to bed, I told myself I will write it tomorrow after work.

It has been a week and I can not even remember what it was I wanted to write about, I now have regret, this regret isnt big, but it is till with in me, and every time I do this I can see the regret growing. 

here is a really cool intervie on what makes writing important -  The Importance of Writing.

Because it was an awesome point, I remember that, and I knew that if I wrote it and shared it I would have cleared the point for myself and I would have had clarity and authority with in the point instead of being directed by it, and a better understanding of myself and how this reality works, it goes a far way, and my blog could have helped others out there equally and supported them as I supported myself, but it did not happen. 

I sat down tonight at the PC and I said: fuck this I am doing it, enough of the regret and postponement and I know I am the one creating my experience of myself. 

It has been proven to myself over and over again that the back chat “I do not feel like doing it right now” creates time-loops and this I am sabotaging myself and all of existence as myself. 

Self forgiveness. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the back chat with in me “I do not feel like doing it right now” to exist with in me as self sabotage. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabotage myself through the back chat “I do not feel like doing it right now” to exist with in me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have thoughts and back chat exist with in me that I have accepted and allowed to decide for me what to do, instead of realizing that the back chat as my secret mind is in fact sabotaging me from changing to keep the mind consciousness in place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my secret mind as my back chat that I accepted and allowed to exist with in me to decide for me based on how I feel what I want to do and not do. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself according to how I feel, instead of breathing and remaining here in and as the physical, as the physical does not function on how it feels, and so I realize that if I breathe I can move as the physical as one as equals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to move and direct myself according to how I feel, thus I realize that with in this I am accepting and allowing myself to limit myself with in what I can do as my full potential as the physical. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabotage myself with in talking to myself in my mind as the secret mind with in back chat.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and make myself belief that all the reasons and all the justifications that my mind gives me for postponing to write about a point as being valid. 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to write first and then relax after I have written the point out and stand clear with in myself and thus have no regret and no time-loop. 

So I have see and realize that if I have to do anything in my reality according to how I feel (either good or bad as both polarities require each-other to exist and thus both will follow up on each-other) that I will in the end only end up sabotaging myself and my world, this is common sense if you take anything in life and bring it back to this point.

For instance, will you have food and water and clothes and shelter if you had to do everything according to how you feel? No! Because no one feels like going to work but they have to, no one feels like surviving all their life’s but currently they have to, till we have an Equal Money System in place, then we can start living life instead of surviving it. 

I have now come to the point where I missed the point I wanted to write about and instead I now had to first write about this point to clear this out for myself to be able to be clear on it so I can when the point comes up life the self forgiveness and direct myself with in understanding and responsibility.

Aliens can be found through searching for city lights on other planets, mmm

Aliens can be found through searching for city lights on other planets. 

Scientist have discovered a new way of looking at things, well that is kind of in the name science, searching for signs lol. 

So what does this prove, after decades of searching and looking for signs in outer space with the tools and the equipment we have here on earth, for other life on other planets, “for who knows what reason”, we can’t even live on our own planet as one group and that is functioning! 

Our scientist have realized all they have to do is change how they look at something and it changes everything, so does this mean that whenever scientists look and observes something that what they say they found can be changed immediately if someone else has to look at it and slightly differently?

What makes science solid and real then? A few men’s opinions on what they have observed and what the signs told them? 

Well if this is the new way for finding alien life then I will not trust it at all, I mean! Have you ever lain in your bed at night and suddenly you think someone is standing at the entrance of the door and you are quite afraid and lay as still as possible, to not show you are in the room, then while you are in this state of fear you actually see the object at the door moving!! Only to realize that it is your jacket that you hang there on the door later that afternoon!!

Well this is what will and can happen to any human at any time, a few people with qualified certificates can look at a planet and go wow, there are lights on the planet, and this must be alien life!

Well firstly we have to take into consideration that the aliens on other planets might not need light to live or to see, and that they might not have electricity as we do, and that they will not be like us at all. Well they might just not exists and the universe it there for us to still explore but we do not have the right or the honor to do so because we are all only abusers and deceptive beings and cannot be trusted with anything YET!! First we must change and life equally as life in all ways..

So a few scientist see light on another planet and they go ok aliens, we must meet with them, look it is light because it is flickering and it is in city formations and it is so much like our own cities (clearly this must show you have limited the scientist observations can be because they are within their observation looking for OUR type of stuff to recognize alien life, how will you ever be able to see anything if it’s already limited to your own ideas already, in all ways that you look at things?

So we humans will probably in this observation of science spend billions on making space ships and on training men and on all the stuff we can, to go to this planet to see what’s really going on, I mean. Really humans will do this!! 

Instead of first saving the earth from destruction with those billions, let’s see, like re populating earth with animals and to end poverty and war to stop starvation and all sex trafficking and to live on earth as equals!!

Then when we humans get to this planet after billions of investments and hundreds of hours spend and all the resources used and all the shit they put into it, they get to the planet and find that it was only mountains and rocks that had millions of tiny crystals on them that looked like lights when the light of other starts would reflect onto them you know anything else but aliens lol.

So my point is, is it really worth it to give something like this attention and value while we need to let all our scientists with their might brains of observation and mathematical equations calculate a way for all of humanity to end war, poverty, starvation and the separation here on earth so we can all live as equals and not destroy our only planet we can ever reach and be one currently. 

There is no escape and looking away to other planets for other life is really a waist of everything that is really irrelevant, 

But for the type of solution I am talking about, you have to look no further because we are here and we are the solution check us out on the http://www.equalmoney.org/ website and at Desteni and see we need to focus on ourselves first if we ever want to go beyond earth even in our wildest dreams, we need to change first and we need to prove the change as who we are as living beings in and as the physical to honor life and to not abuse and deceive.

And start with educating yourself on a new way, check out the equal money book below. Support us and support yourself equally and if you are ready JOIN US. Do not postpone. 

“Don’t worry – Nature will balance everything out!!”

“Don’t worry – Nature will balance everything out!!”

(when you read the word” YOU” in my post it is referring to humans as us all)

People say this way too often, about everything happening in the world!! 

They say it because of what we are doing, the humans, we are killing the oceans, as we all should know that three quarters of all fish has been exhausted already, imagine how much fish that is!!

And all the forests we are cutting down, literally thousands of hectares and up to millions a year, we literally cut down FORESTS, not specially grown fields of trees, no we go for the forests that has billions of in habitats like animals and bugs. 

Up to 1000 new species that you and I have never met or seen goes’ extinct “a day” because of the de foresting that we allow and accept to happen as normal?! And OH okay that’s part of live bullshit.. You/people are life so it’s part of who you are, you are killing everything through simple watching it on happening – equally responsible. 

We are exhausting our natural minerals that took millions of years to become what it is today and we use it up in a few minutes!!

We are killing all the land, literally the earth and the ground, we have taken everything form it that was keeping it fertilized naturally and we took all the special chemicals we can get to kill all the bugs and is now in all the soil. 

We have, instead of living with nature removed nature completely out of our daily life’s and we have forgotten about it and became possessed with relationships and sex and money and greed and the newest technology and the newest looks that is socially accepted and all the BS!! And we are neglecting our planet, we are within this killing it and not slowly, BUT fucking fast. 

I am but only mentioning a few points here that you and mostly everyone do not consider at all on a daily bases as the most important thing that can exists currently in this world, saving YOUR planet you walk on, you breathe on, you live on you are here right now and not even caring to do anything about it as the most important thing you can do, because it IS!! no planet means nothing else.

People hope and dream and have faith in a better world, that better world to them is having a new boyfriend/girlfriend or a new car or to have more money, how ridiculous that, that means better world to so many/mostly everyone currently – but the word world means world not your bubble. 

So when you see the problems in the world and you say “Don’t worry – Nature will balance everything out!!”

Know that you are ignorant (not informed) - you fucked things up and still is as you breathe and do nothing right now, this is your greatest mission and purpose in life currently, to save your planet that you are equally fucking up every breath you take with the other humans. 

Yes you use the phrase to only feel better about yourself and to feel comfortable with abusing earth and not having to do anything, and yes you say it because you feel so tiny and powerle4ss and that you can’t do anything, and yes you say it because you do not feel like doing anything that will take  a bit effort. 

Well I say fuck that – I was there and I am here now, I am here and I am taking self responsibility, it starts with your change, 

Check out Desteni and what we do and realize you are nature and through saying “Don’t worry – Nature will balance everything out!!” – you are in fact being a hypocrite and contradicting yourself as not seeing yourself as nature, the one who’s nature must change so that nature can change here on earth. 

you are nature, so starts standing equal as it and stop the abuse, start with investigating Desteni and the Equal Money System, we are here… do not postpone another second!!

FAQ: will people be punished in an EMS? If so, how?

I cannot say Yes people e will be punished in an equal money system, and I cannot say no! due to the fact that in an equal money system things will be taken a different way, not a way of punishment  but rather help and prevention. Because that is a permanent solution and not a cause and effect situation.

Because punishing someone for murdering or raping or physically abusing will only fuel them with energy and thoughts that will lead to them only being enforced to do it more, or just not ever really getting to solving the problem and never finding the real solutions to the problems that is seen as requiring punishment for future generations to come. 

Punishing is a form of handling something that you do not know how to handle it really! because you do not know the real cause of it, so you punish and hope it works till a being submits or break completely and will seem like they will never do it again because of the fear of punishment, this is as you can see by simply the sound of it, it is not a solution and best for all. 

Thus in an equal money system if someone does something that previously - in the current money system had to be punished for such as murder, rape, physical abuse etc. They will be taken in to facilities where they will be treated and helped by professionals, trained people, if their training isn’t sufficient we will do more research to really get to the bottom of it, even at DNA level, right into the genes.

And so we can look for answers to the problems that come up for all life, because that is best for all life, to find solutions that will prevent this from happening in the first place. 

So I can say that punishment such as the current punishments, let’s say a murderer gets the death penalty. Is it all about deserving it? Or is it about why did this person do it, can we accept it as normal and just send every man to death that murders but never finding the problem that causes it in the first place and then fixing it for good.

Because within an equal money system so many other factors will be taken out of the equations that causes people to murder and rape etc, because no more fear of survival, no more high stress, no more fear for money etc will exist, so it will leave us with a very little area of possibilities that can be the cause and the research will be done, the help will be given.

We will have facilities that will remove people from the rest of society so no more harm will take place till the being is actually corrected and can in a manner of steps and procedures to rejoin society, if the person does not success in this he/she will be placed in a environment (not a prison) that is separate from society, and he/she will remain there till the end of their days having the chance to life their life’s and they will be used for research as well for the cause of future preventions. 

We want solutions and prevention, not punishment that leads to only one or 2 people feeling satisfied, that is not best for all life and that does not serve all life as equals, that is not the way to go, because that is how the system currently sometimes work and we can see it does not do anything except supporting the violent part in man to love of blood.