My Near Death Experience and the tunnel.

My Near Death Experience and the tunnel.

When I was eight years old, I went on vacation with my family, we went from Johannesburg to Cape town, on the way to cape town we had plenty of stops and eventually had to sleep over somewhere at a Bed and Breakfast. It is a twelve hour drive and depending on the season it is hot or cold, usually we go when it is hot so the drive feels extra long.

At the Bed and breakfast stop where we stayed over for the night we kept ourselves entertained, me and my brothers were running around and playing touches, it got intense as the energy got more and more and more fun. I ran as fast as I could to not get touched because I did not want to be the monster that if he touches you, you are it and have to touch someone else again to be the monster.

While we were playing this and running around I thought it would be great to run up and down the stairs to get away from my brother to not touch me. As I made it down the stairs I saw I would be cornered and in that moment I had like a energertic experience of anxiousness, I had to get out of this corner. My brother already made it down and touched me, so now I was the Monster.

I ran in excitement up the stairs reaching for his leg to touch him, in a single moment I hit my shin against the sharp edge of the one stair, I thought I was okay but the pain was extensive, I climbed to the top and fell down, I was gone. The next moment I was grasping really hard in one breath, I was lying in my dad’s arms and my brothers was standing around me and my mother was standing in front of me and my dad with a bucket.

I felt ice cold and looked around me as it I was in a different world. I asked my mother what happened in between me hitting my shin and ending up in my dad’s arms on the chair with water over my face.

My mother told me that they found me on the floor a few seconds after I hit my shin and I was stone cold out, I want breathing or moving at all, I was like “dead so to say.

I then realized what I was experiencing the whole time while they were reviving me lol. I told my mom and dad that I was in a tunnel, a very long one, and I was moving faster than speed of light towards this tunnel, I did not have a body or anything, It felt like I only had eye’s that could see. I felt strange after waking up, like who are these people around me and what is this reality I am in, because while I was in this tunnel, NOTHING else existed, I had no memory, I had no thought, I had nothing or any concept of earth and the physical reality, I did not even think of god or angels. It was just me going really fast towards this light, I never made it, just as I was almost in the light my mom chucked water over me and my body shocked me back.

A few minutes after I woke up and told my dad and mom and brothers what I experienced I told them, I wish you did not bring me back, being in that tunnel going to that light and only me existing there was the greatest experience ever.

For that whole vacation I felt like I did not want to be here, because of the experience I had in the tunnel, that experience made everything else seem like no comparison. For years I wondered about the tunnel and the white light and where the fuck did this take place?

I mean it isn’t like I left my body and went into a dark tunnel and was being beamed up or down or sideways to somewhere. It just doesn’t make sense.

I started questioning this experience and what the fuck it means, because as I got older I started learning about the white light and god being light and all.

My mother and dad said that I was on my way to heaven, But I asked myself, if I was on my way to heaven would I not have had a thought about god, or like an expectation that I will now meet god up there or some white light beings.

I was completely empty in that tunnel, god Jesus Buddha etc, no one existed, it was me and my eyes and the tunnel and the light. And I soon started realizing that the only way I could have been revived or brought back is, if I wasn't really dead or gone at all but that my body was simply in shock and everything stopped for a while to re establish itself.

And the tunnel and white light was simply a experience in y mind, it wasn’t real, I created this idea from stories my grandmother told me about god being a ball of light and I created my own idea about how I go to heaven when it ever should happen, and so I experienced my own mind created idea while my body was re adjusting and getting itself together from the shock.

So basically if I did die that night I would not have been going to heaven or to hell I simply would have died and as I said, I had nothing inside of me from earth, no memory, no thought, nothing, so I would not even have taken any of that with me, and thus, if I had to meet god I would not even have known who the fuck he would be.

Because god and the idea of a god is simply a memory, a thought that is kept alive through thinking and participating in the mind. And when you die, the mind and conciseness dies to, it does not go with you, all this spiritual shit dies when you die, nothing remain, So this led to me questioning a lot of things and what the fuck is real, why did I simply not have any idea of earth or anything with me in that tunnel, does that mean I separated myself form life through the mind to such an extent that I would simply have disappeared into my own bubble where I would stay with myself for eternity?

Till I realize myself as life one and equal. Or would I simply be gone, nothing As only the eyes remained. Then I discovered Desteni, and this is where I got my answers though common sense and Self Forgiveness..

I existed as the mind and thus I would have died as the mind as consciousness, and for a brief moment I saw who I was in complete separation of life and all that is here though the mind. That what I lived to thus far back then at the age of 8 wasn’t real. Because who I was in that tunnel as who I have created myself was nothing.

I diminished myself to exist in the mind instead of being here as the physical as all life one and equal.

so re-birthing self in and as the physical as all that is here one and equal, taking self responsibility for self is self change as life.

Desteni is the Solution and gives all the tools for oneself to correct self.

Will World War 3 Save the World Economy?

Will World War 3 Save the World Economy?

World War three will not save the world economy world war three will be to destroy the world.

How can destroying everything or most of everything that is here restore anything?

I mean look at it, what will be used in a war such as World War 3, massive weapons such a nuclear weapons and hydro bombs etc, I mean this stuff is existent here on earth and it is in the hands of many, and when a war starts and all these people have these new toys, they will try it out. 

The consequences will be devastating; the consequences will last for thousands of years and might even simply bring an end to life here on earth, or just the human form. 

It can also a bit different. We will have to start from scratch; we will have to take another few thousands of years cleaning and rebuilding earth and infrastructure etc. 

Then when we reach the same point where we are now again, we will have to hope we do not do the same again as we did. I mean WW1 and WW2 never changed anything because here we are again... at that same point looking us in the eyes. Only now it’s even worse. 

If a WW4 has to ever come it will be between two men throwing stones. Because that is all that will be left, if..

So world war three I say will not restore the economy. 

Maybe for a while, While the war is on and who knows for how long it might last, people will make billions in between and many jobs will open, such as going to war, making weapons, farming, concentration camps  etc all to keep the war on the go, but then the after math will be what we paid for. 

I say No to WW3 and I say Yes let’s do it differently, lets rather stop, stop what we are doing all together and create a new system, a equal money system is a suggestion and it is a practical way of living that will work, it will require internal and external change from all individuals to do what is best for all, to love thy neighbour as thy self. 

Restoring an economical system that never actually worked as a system is really useless anyway, while some have and the majority do not have, it isn’t worth it. 

We have gone so far already that a next world war is the only way of profiting and obviously to lower the population of humans by about two thirds, so that about 2 billion is left to continue, smaller economy to control, but there will be no economy to control, if you look at what nuclear bombs do and their consequences we will have no land to live on for millions of years. 

So WW3 isn’t a solution, it is un predictable how much damage it will bring, as there are many super countries that will like to test their power and use any means necessary, but the cost will be un payable. 

Consider all the natural life such as animals, plants, bugs that will die in a war such as WW3 and that they are necessary for life to remain here on earth, we will harm them tremendously if war has to break out, earth might actually die and we with it, 

But there is a alternative way, it is equal money. 

See what your economy is all about and where it is currently and see where you are within it and how long will what you have last, not long I say, the next way will be a WW3 or an equal money system.

 

Do not blindly live your bubble called life without considering it can change any second due to obvious things that we all can see all day but everyone choose to ignore it and hope it will become better, IT won’t without your effort change. 

how can you not be concerned about the economy, it is that which drives your every breath and survival.. to make money. you basically HAVE to be concerned about it. equally your responsibility.